philosophical laugh lines

finally we are seeing the clouds clear! this one is very much so about moving through all the changes that have been present in the last few months and processing it all. finally things are making sense and feeling more secure.

and a special thanks to my friends julie and hailey for the "studio space" to record this episode. a thanks for that and a million other things. I LOVE MY FRIENDS

WOWOWOW I AM SO LATE I AM SORRY!!!! life has just been rollin through both ends lately and its been hard for me to express myself, or to like have the energy to express myself. there's been so much physical reality shit to figure out, it takes up a lot of time.

all that being said! i am back and i have more to offer. i have updated my patreon, there are details about what else i have to offer at the end of this episode. here is the link to my page if you want to also explore it for yourself right now.

https://patreon.com/abbottsplace?utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLink

in this one i am getting all into my astrology birth chart and the ways i can see the aspects coming through in my life. my favorite website to look up peoples' charts is https://astro.cafeastrology.com/natal.php, which is what i reference throughout the episode

PHEW this one was painful. well, i guess not really, but. i am moving through some deep seated emotions, some old beliefs, some deep grooves within my pattern of self. i am grateful for the brute-iful mirror life is, thank you for being a part of it.

WOW am i excited about this episode. I feel like it has been brewing in the back of my mind for a while. we dive into zooming out, the reflections that brings, the divine feminine and the suppression it has suffered for centuries.

i reference notes all throughout the episode from this podcast: https://open.spotify.com/episode/5J0yXhdBnHYr8UtRR2OF51?si=cd6ed2b496aa4ae7

and briefly reference this episode: https://open.spotify.com/episode/6EL5fu62nCdxa37FAMdOd8?si=0c61dd0237fb43b4

wow i haven't felt this invigorated by an episode in a long time! working through some of the pain in my head right now, helping me understand the bigger picture of trying to reconfigure my sense of home in myself, which is wonderfully, chaotically, reflected in my physical reality. i hope you can relate <3

more gorgeous messages from spirit! and i am so sorry this episode is late, my family was visiting from across the world so i was a bit busy

another poem i titled change to start this episode out! wow almost like i am a scorpio who constantly is putting herself in new situations to see how they can teach me and help me grow. also remember that change and death are conjoined twins and the more comfortable you can get with one the more comfortable you can get with the other.

PHEW guess i need to record some more audio because it feels like i got a lot to say i guess.

this episode is all the reflections and observations i experienced while fasting for ramadan. truly a beautiful experience that i am carrying out past this chapter. fasting every sunday now so every time i post an episode this season it will be the day of my "holy cleanse"

i hope you enjoy it and connect to it and thank you for being here

this is some audio from last year in december and it was really refreshing to hear where i was mentally and emotionally at that point in time, and reflect where i am now. the overall message is trust yourself and you cannot go wrong. its your life baby, theres nothing you can do wrong if its true to you.

i really liked this one. really needed these messages