Your podcast host is also an official law enforcement officer who is a juvenile corrections officer (recent graduate) and it’s Christmas. I also got me a “woman friend” (a woman substitute for girlfriend)

My eternal passion to be alone and how scary it is that being alone is so calming for me

Me describing my relationship with Love, the “emotional element” that empowers people to do astronomical things for other people (usually a man and a woman but sometimes man to man or woman to woman), and how our relationship is a psychologically and emotionally abusive that is not healthy. It often serves me with a knuckle sandwich as an appetizer.