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Here's the update
1) I have this job at the airport as a ramp agent for a contractor at the airport BUT they're biweekly and I am currently taking strenuous training (I am aware that it's a new job, but I'm doing something completely different, I am driving around the airport with hazardous material and peoples' luggage, and I need to be completely safe)
2) Mother and I share a vehicle (can't really do anything with her car)
3) Biweekly pay is the absolute worst thing that humans could've ever invented and it should be reduced to rot (monthly pay is even worst)
4) Season 6 is officially published as the two previous episodes have not even been categorized properly
The most misguided, anxious, and my most uncomfortable standing in my current life. What else could go wrong? C'mon hit me with it, so I can be further unmotivated and further uninterested in everything. Just so mad at myself at this point; sometimes it's best to just drift off into an eternal sleep.
Here's everything discussed in the episode:
1) I have been job hunting ever since 2022 (damn near 6 months ago)
I'm doing a whole lot better than I did in the last episode; I'm looking at a temp agency to give me some work; the Nissan Armada is currently in the shop for an oil change and insurance transfer; the Nissan Rouge is my current rental vehicle; the Nissan family has become a stable on my radar for a new vehicle (both Armada and Rouge just cruise down the street, perfect for a small family or one person, good to moderate for off-road capabilities, and just city cruising overall)
I feel so defeated and unmotivated to do anything right now; my current working conditions and how I am getting exhausted of driving for Uber Eats every time I get in my vehicle; have VERY LITTLE faith in myself going forward but I am doing everything in my power to keep my confidence up for myself but at the same time, I just do not know what to do. MY CDL training is taking longer than I expected and it's making me doubt even getting it anymore although I hold about 2% faith in that
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