Play To Die

Play To Die

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Play To Die episodes

  • 09: New Year's Threesome.

    Oli, Onyx and Indigo gather to discuss insights, lessons and transformations of 2024.


    This episode is brought to you by: Double Black Diamond Collective. Sink into the mystery: https://doubleblackdiamondco.com/

    1 hr 10 min
  • 08: Start in the Middle. {Oli & Onyx}

    Oli & Onyx explore the art of middle communication.

    - BDSM scenes for somatic healing

    - sharing sexual desires with your lover

    - expressing feels in real time, not stories

    - intimacy and vulnerability in relationships

    - fear over love?


    Brought to you by: Double Black Diamond Collective. Spark some Mischief here https://doubleblackdiamondco.com/


    55 min
  • 06: Take a Seat Demon (Oli & Indigo)

    Eavesdrop on friends Indigo and Olivia as they explore:

    - Peek experiences vs less is more

    - More sustained vs hedonic happiness

    - Exorcisms vs nervous system science

    - Wholistic depression vs simplified symptoms

    - The devil-angels game of reality

    - Linear vs non-linear time


    1 hr 4 min
  • 04: Wound Currency. (Threesome)

    BITCH GO LISTEN. Welcome to this Threesome where friends Oli, Onyx and Indigo dive deep into:

    - Entrepreneurial waves

    - Power, posture and pleasure 

    - Balance of joy and sorrow

    - Seasons and cycles

    - Play doesn't need to be pretty

    - Emotional wound currency


    38 min
  • 03: Put Me in My Harness. ( Oli & Indigo)

    Friends Oli and Indigo talk about finally understanding the power and liberation of routines, when it's smart to break them and how to live a delulu but grounded life. 


    Amongst other topics:

    Self-bondage into routine

    Simplifying decision making

    Surrendering to frustration

    Delulu travel life

    Anxiety and open heart

    Hsp and other diagnoses

    Big blocks in calendar

    Flow schedule balance

    Judgement and protection

    Grief is grief no matter where you are in life

    1 hr 3 min
  • 02: Fuck Your Awareness (The Professor & Olivia)

    Olivia and the Professor explore the importance of trust and surrender in relationships. They discuss the power of being present, healing after hurt, and the art of authentic communication—whether through words, body language, or tools like non-violent communication and ChatGPT. You'll gain insights on navigating intimacy with honesty, embracing imperfections, and using trust and vulnerability to strengthen connections. They also touch on staying present, overcoming overthinking, and finding the courage to open up, even when it's tough.


    48 min
  • 01: Play to die

    Life’s intense. Sex is real. Let’s talk about it. No judgments, no BS—just honest truth. Come hang out as two friends, Olivia, a communications expert, and Onyx, a sexologist, chat about things they probably shouldn’t post online.


    Topics Discussed:

    • How intense experiences make us feel more alive
    • The thrill and trust involved in BDSM dynamics
    • Power dynamics in relationships and work
    • Why being open about desires is freeing
    • Letting go of shame around sexual energy
    • Finding pleasure in life’s challenges and emotions

    • This episode is all about getting real with life’s deepest pleasures and what they teach us about trust, power, and living fully.

      38 min

    About Play To Die

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    Welcome to Play to Die, where we strip down life’s subtleties, get turned on by its mysteries, and find raw pleasure in letting go and embracing the weirdness.