season 2 episode 8 - Halloween special 2020 - it’s Halloween and I almost gave up but it’s done and it’s here ... it’s a long show with a list of my favorite horror movies of all time and a special guest will tell a ghost story ... but I discuss in much details of a scary time in my life as a naive teenager ... plus more as it’s hallows Eve and a full moon on Halloween 🎃 ... enjoy and happy Halloween!!!

season 2 bonus episode 3 - random update - just a quick update on possibly doing a Halloween episode this year ... and I also watched some Indy wrestling as well ... oh and I love the artwork for this episode

season 2 bonus episode 2 - billy corgan wrestling lyrics??? - I discuss a topic that always had me thinking .. smashing pumpkins singer and songwriter, billy corgan owns the national wrestling alliance and it is no secret he’s been a huge wrestling fan .. but did he use wrestling terminology in his lyrics?? I’ll discuss the examples that came to my attention in a very different kinda episode 🤘🏼😈🤘🏼

season 2 episode 7 - absorbing new music - I’ll explain what music and songwriting do to and for me as far my bipolar and BPD issues go .. plus a little bit on my pension for female led bands and more ... 🤘🏼😈🤘🏼

season 2 episode 6 - the effects of BPD with bipolar disorder - I wanted to discuss the other disorder I have which is BPD (borderline personality disorder) and what it’s does to me and how it is with bipolar depression as well 👿 ... this should be a serious talk here ...

season 2 episode 5 - opening up more - thought I’d set a warning to listeners I may offend as I have a desire share more personal moments that have affected my life and what may have increased my bipolar depression... it’s just an idea but ... 🤘🏼😈🤘🏼

season 2 episode 4 - RIP road warrior animal - I pay tribute to a legend by recalling my most vivid road warrior memories... 😢 ... a very special episode

season 2 episode 3 - discovering new music and bands - just a random episode as I discuss listening to newer bands and metal hopefully to inspire me to right better music ... also I’m suffering with deep depression issues at the same time ... I’ll explain ... 🤘🏼😈🤘🏼

season 2 bonus episode 2.1 - update on my depression - thought I’d share how I was doing after the last podcast .. trying to publish as much content as possible 🤘🏼😈🤘🏼

season 2 episode 2 - deep depression has consumed me - I talk a little about depression and how it effects me lately ... it’s a real side of me as I fear it’s getting worse ...