Podcasts with Sarah Lawrence at Mom on a Spiritual Journey

This month’s podcast looks at Aura Merge, the power of Human Design Transits around the Full Moon, and an Akashic Tarot Soul Story.

Welcome to January 2023 and my first podcast of the year: it’s about the problems and difficulties that can occur when we experience a dominant or abusive aura merge, plus: –

Here is Silk’s original question and my written answer about Aura Merge with an abusive ex-partner.

Hi Silk

Speaking from experience, the ‘in’ occurs with an aura merge. This happens with any form of contact. My ex and I have a college-aged child, so there are times when we need to communicate.

So he gets in (he always steals my throat energy through Dominance). Then I have to clear him out again.

The Human Design work I’m studying has helped me to study this phenomenon in more depth.

Think of it like a law of physics…or water breaching a levee in a flood. If there’s enough energy, the water will get through. It will merge with the land on the other side through any crack it can find. Auras work like this, too.

We can’t stop it, but we can clear it through energetics.

If you go completely no contact, there may still be connections. These occur through the Akashic Field (5D) and the Astral Realm (4D) (dreams and ideas).

Knowing how to clear both gives us at least some peace.

To see the original answer on Quora, click on this link.

This full moon January 2023 Human Design Chart is for my area of the world. This was when the full moon was at its peak in Wichita, KS.

Note that the full moon was at its apogee this month.  The apogee is the furthest point it can be on its orbit around the Earth.

The Human Design Chart is for anyone born on this month’s Full Moon at 18:08 Central Time in Wichita, KS.

The full moon was magnifying the energy of this Human Design Type, an Ego-Projected Projector.

As a Manifestor, sometimes my very strong energetic field can clash with that of a Projector!  Projectors in Human Design are seen as the new leaders of our race.

They are very skilled at reaching into others’ energy and understanding their ideas, thoughts, emotions, and awareness.

This can be a wonderful thing if the other person in the aura merge has good intentions.  It can be a very difficult experience for everyone around a Projector if they are dominant or controlling!

At present, Projectors are thought to make up about 20% of the human population.  Manifestors (like me) make up about 9% of the population.

In this particular case, the full moon was magnifying the focus of penetrating energy. (Note the Incarnation Cross or Life Purpose on the chart, RAX Penetration 4).

People with this Life Purpose can reach into others’ energy in almost a shocking way. Sometimes they reveal so much about the other person that it can be distressing or overwhelming.

I used to know a psychic practitioner with the Life Purpose of Penetration. She didn’t use her psychic skills for good, unfortunately.

This is one reason why an aura merge can sometimes feel so intrusive.

This chart also demonstrates a defined heart or will chakra (little pink triangle).  People with this center can be very forceful or simply feel very ‘big’ when they walk into a room.

Tony Robbins is one example of someone with a defined heart or will center.

Manifestor Types have, up until now, been the leaders of humanity when living their Human Design fully. 

Meeting someone else with a strong Projector aura like this may result in clashes!

In my case, I have the 12-22 channel of Openness defined. I also have the 35-36 Channel of Versatility or Transitoriness defined.  So Gate 22 and Gate 36 were DOUBLY defined for me by the full moon’s energy.

This meant that both these channels were activated for me and almost taken over by the full moon’s penetrating energy.  I didn’t enjoy it at all!

Let me know how your full moon experience was this month. 

Perhaps you found the January 2023 full moon energy useful?  Everyone’s Human Design is so different.

If you find this interesting and enlightening and want to know more, I offer Human Design Readings.

Here are the 3 Akashic Tarot cards I pulled for this month’s Soul Story or past life theme.

Listen to the podcast or watch the video for more information on this card pull!

Includes: –

If you don’t have the Akashic Tarot Card Deck yet, you can use this link to buy it on Amazon>>

The book I’m reading is St Germain, the Mystery of the Violet Flame, by Elizabeth Prophet

I hope you enjoyed the January 2023 Podcast on the Aura Merge.

One way to grow your psychic ability is to begin to work with your Akashic Records. This expands the connection to your Soul through your Higher Self (also known as your intuition).

You’ll find that your intuition expands with Akashic Records work. Questions you have on the spiritual journey will be answered. It really helps you to connect the dots.

If you are interested in an Akashic Records Reading, I always recommend starting with the Soul Star Reading.

This reading gives you 3 different immersive experiences of the Akashic Records: –

If you’d like to know about the different readings I offer on this site, start here>>

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I’m sure many of you are enjoying today’s date; there are also 22 Oversouls, so I thought it would be a great day to talk about Soul Groups.

Since this is an auspicious date, I created a short podcast today with a guide on a suggested meditative practice, if you would like to do that.

Then I go on to talk about Soul Groups.

A Soul Group is part of your origination information as an incarnated Soul.  Imagine your Soul being very newly born, and wanting to learn as much about itself as possible.

When a Soul first creates itself, it wants to learn as much about its qualities as possible to understand the experience of being a separate Soul – separated from Group Consciousness.

One of the ways a Soul does this is to incarnate into a Soul Group that is most like its major qualities.  And that is your Soul Group of Origination!

So enjoy the discussion about my Soul Group. If you want to learn more and discover your own Soul Group, then that and quite a few other things can be learned from the Soul Star Akashic Reading that I offer.

In this podcast, I mention the Starseed Oracle Card Deck.

If you are curious about the Fifth Element, it’s available on streaming.

Here’s a link to a trailer on YouTube.

The song mentioned was Wishing Well by the group ‘Free’.

Here’s a link to the song on YouTube.

Lots of light, and I hope you enjoy the podcast!

Sarah

One way to grow your psychic ability is to begin to work with your Akashic Records. This expands the connection to your Soul through your Higher Self (aka your intuition).

If you are interested in an Akashic Records Reading, I always recommend starting with the Soul Star Reading.

This reading gives you 3 different immersive experiences of the Akashic Records: –

If you’d like to know about the different readings I offer on this site, start here>>

I hope you enjoy this month’s podcast about your Chakras and the Akashic Records!

This month I want to talk with you about working with your Chakras through the Akashic Records.

Chakras can give us very telling information about our health, wellbeing, and emotional states of mind.

You may have had the good fortune to have energy work or a chakra balancing session, which can feel amazing.  Sometimes, though, these blissful effects seem to wear off very quickly, no matter how hard we work on our chakras.

It can be difficult to stay at a particular level of vibration or expansion for very long when life gets in the way.

The key here to help stay balanced in our chakras is to take balanced action in our lives.  After all, you wouldn’t go to the chiropractor, get your back adjusted and then go home and slump in a lumpy, uncomfortable chair – that would be a waste of time and energy!

Doing chakra work and expecting it to ‘stay’ is the equivalent of doing exactly that – if you don’t also take focused action around a circumstance or issue.

Chakra balancing can show you a way forward and how to do something better or differently from a feeling, sensing or energetic perspective.  But how to stay there?

That’s where reading the Chakras from the perspective of the Akashic Records can be so useful.

With your Akashic Records open, not only can the Chakras be checked for under- or overactivity, but also your Akashic Guides and Spirit Guides can chime in with extra help and even a suggested to-do list.

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Akashic Records Readings are a type of reading that reviews your current life situations from a higher perspective. I include the perspective of your Divine Soul Blueprint, your Soul’s vibration rate, Life Lessons you are working on, and your Life Purpose. This gives you the structure you need to connect with spiritual information and relate it to your life in practical ways.

With my approach, more clarity results, and daily decisions become easier. Bigger Life Situations can be managed from a clearer starting point. And if we dig into your Success Codex, we can even brainstorm how to get out of stuckness, too. Who doesn’t want that on a Monday morning?

Check out this page to see all available Akashic Readings. I always recommend beginning with the Soul Star Reading if you are new here, since it sets the frame of reference for this approach.

In this podcast (and post!), I’m sharing the six most popular questions people ask me about the Akashic Records, the ones that come up again and again in readings.

Many clients wonder whether they’re asking the “right” questions or if their curiosity is unique. The truth is, there are patterns in what we seek, and those questions can open profound doors to healing and awareness.

Most people associate the Akashic Records solely with past lives, and yes, that’s part of it, but it’s only one piece. The Records also hold valuable insights about your current life, your patterns, your relationships, and even your soul’s purpose.

Here are the six questions I’m asked most often, and what they can reveal about your journey.

This is one of the top questions people ask, often right alongside “What is my Life Purpose?”

You’re here, in a body, living on planet Earth. That means you’ve already fulfilled part of your Soul Purpose simply by being present. Your soul wanted this experience, as tough as it may be, to live, feel, learn, and grow through matter.

So if you’re asking this question, congratulations; that curiosity means you’re already tuning into your Soul’s awareness.

But there’s more to explore. Your soul often chooses to incarnate into challenging life circumstances as a way to grow and evolve.

One way to align more deeply with your Soul Purpose is to learn about your life lessons, which are vibrational themes or approaches your Soul is interested in experiencing.

Learning more about your Divine Soul Blueprint and how your Higher Self or intuition operates will also help you enormously.

The Soul Purpose Reading goes into these 3 areas of focus, revealing three key aspects of your spiritual design:

Together, these insights bring clarity to what your soul came here to experience and learn.

The eternal questions about love and soulmates. This one is always in the top six!

We all want a partner who feels like “home.” But here’s the truth: your most aligned partner appears when you’re aligned with yourself.

When you focus on personal growth and vibration first, you naturally attract relationships that resonate with your evolved energy. Otherwise, it’s like trying to put the cart before the horse.

A Relationship Reading can help uncover karmic connections, both from this life and past ones, to better understand your patterns when in a loving partnership. They’ll also help you understand difficult dynamics in present relationships, too.

To date, through client work, I have only discovered the perceptions of people who think they are having a twin flame experience because they have heard the term.

All Souls are created perfect, and so don’t need to split and separate into different bodies. What most people are experiencing is the outcome of past-life contracts and karmic patterns showing up in present life.

If I ever work with a Soul who is having a true twin flame experience, I will write about it!

Relationship Readings can help with information, both about past lives and present life connections.

When people start asking this question, it usually means a spiritual awakening is underway.

Your energy body is expanding, your sensitivity is increasing, and your intuitive channels are opening. It can be confusing, even overwhelming, at first. Yet, it’s also a beautiful stage of evolution.

During times like this, start a simple meditation practice, or refocus on continuing any practice you have been doing. This will help you to stay balanced during energetic shifts.

If you find clearing work helpful, then clearing and shielding your energy during a shift is also a good idea.

Often, these kinds of experiences relate to an increased vibrational connection with your Inner Circle Spirit Guides – because of a shift in your personal frequency.

Your Inner Circle Spirit Guides are your personal “A-Team” on the higher planes. These guides work closely with you to support your growth and can provide practical insight about your intuitive gifts.

When I started working in the Akashic Records, I had no clue about Spirit Guides, despite many years of odd experiences, from mediumship to psychic phenomena.

Early on, I saw a client’s team of Spirit Guides appear in my inner vision when I was doing the dishes – 20 minutes before a reading was scheduled. They walked in and bumped against each other awkwardly.

I was quite amazed and asked them what they were doing here! They said they were here for the reading. I told them I’d be down in 20 minutes, and they shuffled off again.

Wondering what on Earth was going on, I connected with the client, and she said that she had opened her Akashic Records 20 minutes before the reading to be prepared.

Since then, I have worked with circles of Spirit Guides. This has become a more formal affair since I began practicing a new type of Akashic Reading in 2016, learning that I could channel Spirit Guides easily through the Akashic Records.

The Spirit Guide Reading is the result of this work and practice>>

So many people these days are feeling called to access their own Records, and it’s absolutely possible to do so.

There are excellent books on the subject, but what truly makes the difference is finding your personal method, the energetic “key” that opens your own Records in alignment with your frequency.

When I discovered my own personal pathway, my connection became much deeper, clearer, and more transformative.

There are many ways to access the Akashic Records, and many spiritual practices will get you into your Records, especially those that expand your intuition.

That’s why I offer Akashic Records Coaching — a three-part personal program where I guide you through your own attunement process and teach you how to open your Records safely and effectively.

This can also expand your intuition and your connection to your Higher Self.

For context, the famous American mystic Edgar Cayce gave over 14,000 Akashic Records readings during the 1930s and 1940s — and many of his holistic health insights are used today.

When you strengthen your intuitive connection through Akashic Records work, you begin to move into fifth-dimensional awareness – a state of consciousness where you use your intuition and energy awareness as practical tools in daily life.

One of the beautiful aspects of Akashic Records work is that it’s not only about the past — your present life can also be read, right up to this very moment.

When you’re in the midst of major life changes, understanding your Life Lessons can give you a powerful new perspective on what’s happening and why.

Each soul chooses 3–6 Life Lessons to focus on in a given lifetime. These are broad themes your soul wants to explore and master — such as Authenticity, Power, or Lightheartedness (just a few of the more than 80 known Life Lessons).

The Life Lessons Reading helps you identify which themes you’re currently working with and how they’re showing up in your real life.

This reading can be deeply empowering, turning confusion into clarity and giving meaning to even your most challenging experiences.

You can connect with me through the secure client portal to schedule your own reading or ask a question of your own.

And I’d love to hear from you — what’s your biggest Akashic Records question? Share your thoughts or experiences in the comments below.

One way to grow your psychic ability is to begin to work with your Akashic Records. This expands the connection to your Soul through your Higher Self (aka your intuition).

If you are interested in an Akashic Records Reading, I always recommend starting with the Soul Star Reading.

This reading gives you 3 different immersive experiences of the Akashic Records: –

If you’d like to know about the different readings I offer on this site, start here>>