God has blessed us with free will so that we can sincerely love Him, but sometimes, it's a little more complicated. Even though we know that loving Him is what truly enriches our lives, our inner wounds can sometimes lead us down a different path.
While we might be searching for something to completely fulfil us in temporary things, He's quietly watching us and asking:
Why are you looking there and not at me?
I am the embodiment of love!
I am love!
I am!

All we need to do is trust more.Take your time, but don't forget to ask for God's guidance to transform your deepest desires.

Open your heart and say to Him:

I am ready to let You do everything You need to do in me. I am Yours, and that's all that matters.

Share your inner wounds with Him and ask:

Lord, give me the healing I need right now, grant me the courage I am lacking, and transform me into a new creation. 

God bless you and your family.

Sincerely,
pome