Have you felt like there is a change in the air? I’m not talking about just the change in the season either. I am talking about an openness, or an expansiveness. Like even though there seems like there’s reasons to say oh my gosh I should be doing something right now besides playing around on the Internet. But there’s a stronger part of me that wants to network and talk to more people and expand out into more consciousnesses....You know put myself in the brains of more people?! Like pretend as if the word consciousness was plural and I just made that word up!!! Yeah I think other people are going to be the key to expansion for all of us and this introverted sensitive bullshit has to stop for us to move forward in all of our projects. Like we don’t have to stop what we’re doing right now on our own but we’re going to expand out and allow more opportunities and more people to come into our lives because we can’t grow unless we do that so stop being an introvert! We are like you and we don’t bite! You resonate with what we’re saying so reach out to us. Reach out to other people you see on YouTube. Reach out to people and make comments and have a conversation in groups on Facebook like get this energy moving so we don’t have to work as hard for what we want to manifest. And I’m not just talking about what you want to manifest by yourself, I’m talking about collectively we want peace on this planet, we want prosperity for Third World countries as they were previously called in my personal reality! Can someone please help me find my wireless headphones so I don’t have to wear these giant Normas headphones to grill chicken and take walks with? Oh my God please show back up in my reality! Either that or a whole new set up for a desktop podcast! How about them apples? Yes ADHD....00h look a squirrel 🐿!!!!! I’m just gonna start talking now OK? And you’re going to go on a few errands with me this morning again! Let me get my battery charger! And we’re off!

Everything is completely backwards from what you think it is. Have you ever heard of that movie that Kirsten Dunst is in called the upside down? Please note that I did not use capital letters for that movie title, I have a reason I did that, I’m not stupid, I’m making a point. The movie is called the upside down because there are two worlds that meet and they are opposite from each other. One is really poor and one is really rich and privileged. To me that is where we are today on this planet. The hidden reference in this movie is that nothing is as it appears to be. Because in the end love always wins despite any rules. No one decides even gravity, that two things cannot be together that want to be. You and your conditioning are the only thing that stands between what you want and you coming together. That mental block or rule, once removed, or pushed aside momentarily allows just enough space for what you want to come in. Which means that even if you have to do it five minutes a day, you can build your self up, or you could build a website piece by piece, Or you can re-create yourself physically mentally and emotionally, and you can have or be or live anyway you want. If you take five minutes a day to focus your mind on an end result, and know that by the power of the fucking universe that you already have it and it’s already on its way to you and it’s already moving in your direction no matter how big or how small this thing is that you want, then you shall have it! No matter how impossible it seems or what other people tell you about how impossible it seems! It’s time for a fucking soapbox today!

I finally get the concept after like a month of receiving this in different forms. I kept hearing over and over about telling your story the way it would roll out if it happens for you. Feel your story as if it is already happened. Write it down exactly as you would see it coming into your reality. Well I found a shortcut way to do this and I think you guys might like the faster way better anyway!!

To you and may be drama, but to me it’s just another day in paradise.

Today I’ll be setting intentions for things to work out in my favor before a door closes. We need to bend and stretch these old clichés to work in our favor. I know everything is always working out in my favor

It’s been maybe about five weeks since I started working for the company I work for and I’m already at 5 1/2 points. Since there is a gap in the wall and you can’t get FMLA for a whole year after you start working for someone, then I’m screwed. I guess if you want to upgrade your life you better be able to do it as fast as they want you to do it whether you have a chemical imbalance or not... That doesn’t seem right does it?

Today I’ll be talking about the loophole that may or may not exist for people who have ADHD and what’s going on in my world. This is not only to help myself but to help other people and to give you knowledge that you would not otherwise have. This stigma is coming to a stop. I should have equal opportunity to succeed as much as the next person.