Life and the fear of not having a direction. Fighting the urge of being alone, and how the toll it takes on mentality.

If you want to achieve anything, if you want to go to the next level you must be willing to give something up.

I need to give things up, in order to grow. I don't know what, I don't know the direction, but sacrifice is the price to get to the next level

How and Why it is important to keep small promises to yourself, when everything is hitting the fan, and nothing is going "right".

This episode is about keeping small promises to yourself, attempting to care for myself. Such a hard weekend.

This episode was incredible, short but powerful. I discussed the topic of direction and knowing where you are going. How nobody can really tell you what to do.

This episode is just us getting back into the swing of things, we discuss moving on and the ways change effects a relationship.

I'm scared of change, and grateful for the "good" changes that have occurred in the part. Yeah.. An interesting episode

Let's catch up, really nothing important in this episode... You can skip it.

This episode is about my addiction of always being distracted and for constantly avoiding the resistance in my life. How taking steps towards facing yourself is key to losing that melancholy feeling. Just some rambling.

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This is an insight into how I am feeling right now, this isn't a bad thing or a good thing. It simply is what I am feeling, and I think it comes to a good conclusion of exploring of self and figuring out what I want.

I apologize for the very monotone voice and sorta sad.

Is there a problem with wanting to not exist? What is existence and what is being alive? It is such a complex thing, yet so simple.

The idea of I/me is a concept that I've been struggling to figure out for a long long time, and I believe I am close to "solving" it. Anyways Enjoy