I had a dream where my teddybear fucking exploded and had long nails, like swords for nails and grabbed me. And then, my rival from school, I was still in primary school. My rival from school goes, he comes up the stairs and goes: “oh my God, what do I do?”

So I yelled to that guy who was like, I didn't like him. He was not a nice guy, like, he was the bully type of type of guy. And I yelled to him, go get the Poudre de Perlimpinpin, which means like the magical fairy dust powder in a very silly way in French.

And then that dream, I've had it recurring, and as a kid I remembered specifically thinking you have to say something else. Cause I knew it was gonna happen. And in my head I was like tell him to go get like a sword or something.

And every fucking night, I would say the same fucking fairydust powder thing. Every fucking night. And I would wake up mad at myself because like, I would just wake up, like from fear, you know.

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