In the twenty-ninth podcast journal of Brain Vomit, I discuss how we must reflect on our relationships with the drugs we use because we all have different wiring and chemistry in our brains. I reflect on the harmful habit I created when I am drunk, which is acting in extreme manners so I can retain people's attention. Touching on how these actions have impacted my health and friendships in negative ways, I end by saying I don't have a solution, but understanding the problem is the first step in improving anything.Thanks for listening to my brain vomit, and I hope it has helped you reflect and analyze the chaotic mind you live with. Please email any questions or thoughts to [email protected]