In the thirty-seventh podcast journal of Brain Vomit, I share how I am finally moving from my small apartment in New York City. I was overcome with emotions when I realized that I could leave. I then reflect on why I had so many feelings, and much of them had to do with being alone for 85 days in my apartment. I analyze why the emotions crashed upon me suddenly and why I ignored them during this long period. I wrap up the podcast by acknowledging that my situation is not worse than many others and recognize how fortunate I truly am.Thanks for listening to our brain vomit, and I hope it has helped you reflect and analyze the chaotic mind you live with. Please email any questions or thoughts to [email protected]