In the fifty-fourth podcast journal of Brain Vomit, I discuss how I created a Tik Tok account today and created content. I reflect on my fears of using social media again and the mental traps that come with them. I open up about my fears of being creative because you want the outside world to love who they see, and who they see is the true you. I end the pournal by hoping that Tik Tok can become a healthy creative outlet for me, where I can begin to explore my comedic and artistic voice.Thanks for listening to my brain vomit, and I hope it has helped you reflect and analyze the chaotic mind you live with.Please email any questions or thoughts to [email protected]