I talk to Jesus about my day, my failings, my friend, and my desire to become aligned with the truth and walk in His footsteps.

In this prayer I confirm that I am in fact evil and not worth saving. Christ forgive me and redeem my soul.

In this prayer, I talk about sex, love, and more masturbation. I give thanks and I ask for some blessings.

In this prayer I make some observations about my horniness and drive.

In this episode I get high on weed and honestly have a bit of trouble focusing on exactly what Im talking about, but managed to explore the topic of love and what it means.

I had a bad day and I’m making it God’s problem.

Tonight I mainly talk about my struggles with masturbation and pornography, not from a perspective that they’re inherently bad, but rather how much I want them to be a part of my life.

In this prayer I express my jealousy, my envy of others who seem to have their life figured out. I wrestle with the concept of what I want and what I SHOULD want.

This time I attempt to talk to God directly. It goes better than I expect and I end up thanking him for everything.

In this prayer, I attempt to talk to Mary, the mother of Jesus. I talk about agnosticism and contradiction and I ask for some blessings toward the end.