n this raw and soul-stirring episode of Thuli Talks, Thuli dives into the emotional paradox of praying for something that’s hurting you—when your heart still longs for the very thing that’s breaking it. From toxic relationships to unfulfilled dreams, she explores the tension between faith, desire, and surrender, and how we often confuse holding on with hope. With heartfelt honesty, personal stories, and spiritual reflection, Thuli unpacks what it means to love something that God may be asking you to let go of. This episode is a reminder that sometimes divine love looks like unanswered prayers—and that letting go doesn’t mean you’ve failed, it means you’ve finally chosen peace over pain.