I am myself surprised — it is actually happening!

The first interview within the long history of Profound Journey.

In this episode I am talking to my good friend Rick Jordan, a Sangha member of the Zen Buddhist group I started meditating with since my time in New Zealand started.

Together we dive into various realms of practise, Ricks personal story and path to meditation, our understanding of spirituality, the concept of self and how to continue inquiring the mind and our beingness in this physical realm — especially after gaining insight into the inherent emptiness of all the things we hold so dear in this world.

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A reflection on the internal monologue, how it shapes our world and sense of self, and about our choice to believe it.

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In this episode of Profound Journey, I reflect on life with only €237 in my pocket, the strange calm that still persists, and what three months of Muay Thai training taught me about self-trust, detachment, and love.

This one is about surrendering, questioning the role of money for a happy life, and becoming more okay with simply being.

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This week’s episode stems from a question that’s been echoing in my mind for a while now—a question that reveals the gap between how I think about existence and how I’m actually living it, especially in the small things: how I treat myself, the worries I hold onto, the subtle ways I forget what truly matters.

I will share the latest insights that feel like keys to a more joyful and fulfilling life—seeds gathered from deep conversations with newfound friends, personal reflections, and yes, even a thought-provoking exchange I had with ChatGPT about all of this.

I invite you to listen to this mix of clarity, chaos, and curiosity. Enjoy. 😊

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What do you do in a serious situation when you know you're about to enter a psychedelic journey after ingesting a tab of LSD?
That's where I found myself when the ground started shaking in Northern Thailand due to a 7.7 magnitude earthquake that originated in Myanmar.
In this episode, I want to share with you the insights I gained from that experience and offer a brief overview and personal take on ceremonial mind-altering facilitations.

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In this solo episode, I unpack the emotional layers behind our routines, desires, and internal resistance. I explore why we chase what we do, how failing to meet our own standards can be a powerful teacher, what it really means to live with awareness, and how to trust the slow process of becoming.

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In this episode, I reflect on the deeper purpose behind Profound Journey and whether I’m truly on the right path—or simply convincing myself I am. I open up about the paradox of freedom, the weight of having too many choices, and the tension between living in the moment versus creating with intention.

What starts as questioning the structure and future of this project turns into something more raw: an exploration of doubt, desire, comparison, and the urge to walk away from it all. I also share a serendipitous moment—a message that reminded me why this work might matter, even when I can't see the impact.

If you're navigating your own questions about purpose, contribution, or how to balance doing with simply being, this one might resonate.

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In this episode, I dive deep into a struggle I’ve faced for years—sleep, self-sabotage, and the hidden effects of existential curiosity. I explore how my mind resists rest, not just because of poor habits, but because of something deeper: unfinished tasks, subconscious fears, and the need for control.

I reflect on how my younger self used to be consumed by the fear of non-existence, how I’ve made peace with it over time, and why a subtle remnant of that fear still shows up in unexpected ways—like my inability to maintain a consistent sleep schedule.

Beyond the philosophy, I break down why simply forcing myself into a routine hasn’t worked, and what I’ve realized instead.

If you’ve ever found yourself self-sabotaging, procrastinating, or feeling stuck in cycles that seem impossible to break, this episode might give you something to think about.

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This episode of Profound Journey dives into the concept of Intentional Surrender—the delicate balance between setting clear intentions and letting go of rigid control. We reflect on how life often unfolds in unexpected yet profoundly aligned ways when we stop forcing outcomes and trust the flow.

Through Vincents personal stories of missed plans that led to better opportunities—like finding a van in an unexpected way, stumbling upon a tiny house, or receiving help at just the right moment—he illustrates how surrendering to life’s rhythm can lead to experiences beyond what we could plan ourselves.

Expect deep insights on trust, flow, and the mysterious ways life delivers when we loosen our grip.

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For years, I was consumed by the fear of death—trapped in an endless loop of anxiety and panic attacks. In this episode, I share my journey through existential dread, the cycle of fear, and how I confronted the terror head-on. From therapy to seeking deeper meaning, I explore what ultimately helped me break free and find clarity. If you’ve ever struggled with anxiety, meaninglessness, or the weight of existence, this episode is for you.

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