Hello my greblins!!! Today's episode deals with moving back to Eugene in response to a family emergency. I lived in Eugene for a year, and in that time experienced some telling events, and learned a bit more about myself in reference to this whole story of mine. Let's discuss.

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#twitch #stream #review for this episode, lets discuss this week of gameplays and streams.

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#life #northbend #washington #olympia #shaman #spirituality #tarot #strays #storytime #lgbt #detransition #transition Hello my Greblins!!!❤️ Diverging from my normal format for the week in that the story heats up and gets complex enough to take a couple hours. So in this episode, covering 3 years time, let's discuss how being on my own I flex my spiritual wings and fly; while experiencing lif on my own for the first time in my life.

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#shamanism #spirituality #healing #vampirism #sanguine #spiritualwarfare #life #Twitch #gamestreaming #youtube #creative Hello my Greblins!!! ❤️❤️ There's a lot to go through in this episode, so let's dive right into it all. Continuing in the story I come back to North Bend Washington where healing begins to happen. Healing looks different for everyone, but for me that takes the shape of waging spiritual warfare against the lady in Federal Way for some of the spiritual atrocities done against me. But one can also say that Karma is a bitch. Following the Story Time I review this week's Twitch Game Streams and Schedules and I talk about how I approach these games. I continue on with discussions about the metamorphosis of my Youtube content, and finally coming back to being an artist.

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#consent #manipulation #spirituality #rape #shamanism #shamanicinitiation #medicinecircle #healing #reiki #crystalhealing Hello my Greblins!!!❤️ in this episode I will be discussing the third and final low point of this story. (Trigger Warning, discussion of rape in this episode.) And while I did choose to move to Federal Way, I didn't choose to endure what I did. So sadly this is part of the story. At the same time that all that is happening, my own shamanic initiation is happening. As a bonus, last week was the first week of scheduled Game Streams on Twitch. As the Bonus I. Going to review the first week of streaming. If you're interested, you can find my Twitch Streaming @Soulistice001. Join me.

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#spirituality #awakenings #phychology #shadows #nihilism #existentialnihilism #darkside Hello my Greblins!!! ❤️ Today let's discuss a consiquence of spiritual Awakenings. I say this is a consiquence in that most people upon having any form of revelation on anything tend to see that this is beneficial or the right way of things, and begin to preach what they know or how they came to this understanding. But the revelation can sour under an uncaring world and turn to many things, apathy is one, but so is existential nihilism - the understanding that nothing matters ultimately. Join me ☺️

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#depression #chronicdepression #suicide #neardeathexperiences #healing #spirituality #shamanism #spirits #ghosts #haunting #haunted-doll #ghosthunting #productreview #phantomsmells #shadowfigures Hello my Greblins!!!❤️ Today we are discussing yet another harder topic which was my second attempt at self destruction (suicide - Trigger Warning ⚠️) how it came to be, my thoughts on it, and what happened next. Also the Lily Host a Ghost Doll is here! Even though I detailed the product review on YouTube, here are my thoughts on her, as well as let's discuss the investigations of the Doll herself. Join me ☺️

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#psychic #vampirism #suicide #relationships #nightmares #demons #cursing #recovery #healing Hello my Greblins!!! ❤️ Today I am discussing a low point in my story, and a darker time for me. I'm discussing my own suicide attempt. As a bonus though and later on in the episode, I am discussing a recent purchase from amazon.com of a haunted doll to add to my collection of creepy and haunted being. Join me ☺️

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#mothersday #craftfair #spirituality #transitioning #lgbt #genderidentity #productreview #mask #air #maskfan Hello my Greblins!! ❤️ In today's episode, I have a few things that I am talking about. Mother's Day is coming up, and I am going to be participating in a craft fair. It's a good opportunity to come on out and visit and see unique items crafted by the locals, and make new friends if not network with new people. Also in this episode, the Story Time continues with the initial few weeks if the Transition MTF both in shamanic journeys as well as in the physical realm. Finally in this episode, I review the mask fan I ordered last week. Join me 🥰

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#shamanism #journeys #lessons #visions #lettinggo #context #cyberpunk #masks #transhumanism #transgender #comingout Hello my Greblins!!! ❤️ Today's episode is a long one. Discussing Pt 2 of learning in shamanic Journeys and visions which at the time it happened it all was an intense ride. But today let's also discuss how we live in a cyberpunk reality today. Join me ☺️

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