Divorce the Marriage to Stay Married: Polarity, Radical Honesty & Repairing Relationships (with Yehuda)In this Pure Podcast episode, Ayala welcomes back Yehuda to expand on their prior discussion of the divine feminine by exploring marriage through the concept of “divorcing your marriage.” Using a Torah and Zohar-based metaphor of Adam and Chava being back-to-back and then “sawed in half,” they discuss how enmeshment can create loneliness and how rupture-and-repair, separation, and self-care can help couples come face-to-face in radical honesty. They warn against “worshiping the relationship” as an idol and emphasize intentional, structured cycles of distance and reconnection (including examples like niddah, night/day, and muscle building). Yehuda argues polarity is creation itself, not a technique, and stresses that men should lead structure and safety rather than aiming for 50/50 fairness. They close with where to find Yehuda’s work online.00:00 Welcome Back Yehuda00:34 Divorcing the Marriage02:57 Sawed in Half Metaphor04:04 Rupture Repair Honesty07:00 Stop Worshiping Relationship09:59 Self Care With Intention13:48 Separation Builds Connection19:09 Structure Prevents Resentment21:47 Men Lead the Container23:20 Stress Biology and Cycles25:50 Different Processing Speeds27:35 Men Give Safety28:20 Polarity Is Creation31:49 Science Backs Polarity32:47 Masculine Feminine Parenting34:32 Face To Face Truth36:00 Blessing Through Leadership39:23 Separation To Unity41:44 Not Fifty Fifty43:44 Heroic Masculinity44:26 Programs And Links

Levi Sada on Somatic Healing, Triggers, Masculinity & Integration (Pure Podcast)On Pure Podcast in Miami, host Ayala interviews Levi Sada, a Jerusalem-based somatic therapist and facilitator who works with individuals, groups, and couples internationally. Levi explains his “slow and steady” approach to healing using Hakomi, somatic experiencing, IFS, mindfulness, and elements of EMDR to create corrective, experiential, relational experiences that help clients work with anxiety, people-pleasing, addiction, low self-esteem, and relationship chaos. They discuss reframing triggers as teachers and activations for integration rather than reasons to label others toxic, and explore nonviolent communication (Marshall Rosenberg) through needs, pitcher/catcher roles, consent, and reflective listening to deepen intimacy.

Levi shares his shift from tech and performance culture, his inner-child awakening, early ayahuasca experiences, Jewish intensity, building song circles for community without psychedelics, the importance of integrating peak experiences, grief work around unmet needs, and spiritual grounding through hisbodadut and surrender.00:00 Breathwork Meets Trauma Healing00:50 Meet Levi Sada02:52 What Levi Actually Does04:30 Corrective Experiences Explained06:04 Triggers and Integration07:03 Fast vs Slow Healing09:03 Hakomi and Mixed Modalities09:57 Working With Men11:42 Masculinity in Relationships15:09 Nonviolent Communication Basics17:17 Needs Behind the Story20:18 Hearts and Bodies Relax21:40 Overconsumption vs Integration22:38 Levi’s Origin Story24:12 Ayahuasca Introduction25:02 Ceremony Wake Up Call26:20 Healing While Building Career27:20 Why Face Your Demons29:17 Soul Correction And Lifetimes30:44 Triggers Versus Activators32:17 Integration After The High35:46 Addiction To Intensity38:02 Song Circles And Community40:38 Intimacy As Embodiment43:56 Grief And Unmet Needs46:11 Hisbodadut And Surrender48:04 Closing Thanks And Takeaways

Tikun HaKlali (Complete Remedy) — 10 Psalms in Hebrew, recited in Hebrew by Moshe Baruch of Keter Project.

This episode is a recording of the Tikun HaKlali, Rebbe Nachman of Breslov’s “complete remedy,” translated into English from the Breslov Research Institute edition. It presents the ten specific psalms (Tehillim) revealed by Rebbe Nachman as a spiritual remedy for healing, purification, emotional restoration, and drawing a person back into connection with God.

The recording is offered for those listening as part of a forty-day practice or for anyone wishing to connect to these words of Tehillim, with the hope that the sacred words bring healing, clarity, and blessing.

Kabbalah of the Divine Feminine (Part 1): The Art of ReceivingAyala, a facilitator at the House of More, welcomes participants to “The Kabbalah of the Divine Feminine” and introduces part one, “The Art of Receiving,” blending Kabbalah with polarity psychology to help women speak from truth, needs, and desire. Using teachings about the sun and moon and the creation story, she explains the feminine as reflective and expansive, describing Adam and Eve as originally fused back-to-back, then separated in a “first surgery” so they could relate face-to-face, with woman “built” to stand upright in full presence. She teaches that divine feminine receiving is active—manifesting, clarifying desires, setting boundaries, and practicing spiritual hygiene—and guides a short somatic meditation to shift from wounded lack to “I desire.” She discusses receiving compliments, giving/receiving as reciprocal, and a future “circle world” of equality associated with Mashiach, illustrated by Miriam’s women’s circle, encouraging community circles and a 30-day practice.00:00 Welcome and Thanks13:22 Workshop Overview14:14 Meet the Divine Feminine16:21 Polarity Explained16:56 Sun and Moon Parable18:50 First Woman Creation24:18 Presence Not Performance26:04 Expand and Contract27:27 Did God Make Mistake29:48 Men Feel the Shift31:23 Manifesting Desires35:16 Wounded Feminine Exercise39:19 Can Women Have It All40:30 Receive and Give Cycle45:33 Hidden Potential Teaching46:43 Women Power and Overdoing47:24 Control and Overgiving48:16 Wounded Feminine Triggers49:05 Giving as Receiving49:55 Spiritual Hygiene Basics50:36 Receiving Help and Compliments53:53 Stop Playing Small55:13 Magnetic Feminine Energy56:47 Awakening the Circle World58:55 Big Bang and Shattered Vessels01:01:14 Miriam’s Portal of Joy01:03:37 Mashiach and Circular Time01:08:16 Practical Receiving Strategies01:10:45 Circles and Closing Blessings

On Pure Podcast, Ayala interviews Yehuda Kammen of Men of Integrity, a polarity coach who helps couples strengthen marriages through radical honesty, self-work, and masculine/feminine dynamics. Ayala shares how Yehuda’s coaching shifted her marriage after years of therapy by teaching her to “nourish yourself,” date herself, and stop “worshiping the relationship,” which helped her access divine femininity and reduce pressure in the marriage. Yehuda explains that women often carry overstimulation from the “mother crown” (a healthy masculine mode for managing kids and safety) and need support transitioning to the “queen crown,” where softness, rest, and receiving can return. He contrasts “boss babe” pushing with slowing down, outlines how men heal through challenge while women heal through nurturing, and offers beginner steps for women: change internal self-talk, list what truly feeds you without shutting it down, and carefully verbalize desires. He also shares his offerings, including a three-month couples program and a men’s retreat July 27–30 in Upstate New York, and invites listeners to DM @MenOfIntegrityLife.00:00 Welcome and Guest Intro00:25 Coaching Changed Our Marriage01:45 Dating Yourself and Self Nourishment05:01 Radical Honesty and Why Women Lead07:51 Boss Babe Versus Divine Feminine12:09 Dont Worship the Relationship15:16 Mother Crown to Queen Crown19:21 Shabbos Queen Invitation21:33 What Feeds You Exercise24:19 Manifestation and Kabbalah Polarity28:39 Natural Giving Coffee Shop Example30:38 Stop Repairing and Empower Men33:37 Conditioning Starts in Childhood35:01 Kids Roles Sons Versus Daughters36:10 Men Heal Through Challenge37:18 Women Heal By Slowing Down38:10 Let Him Fail And Fix38:37 Rest Creates Joyful Mothering40:44 Feminine Flow Without Burnout44:53 Community Plus Masculine Leadership47:12 Three Steps Into Femininity50:50 Repetition Overrides Negativity53:56 Speak Desires Without Leading01:02:59 Changing The Culture Of Healing01:05:44 Retreats Programs And Farewell

Tikun HaKlali (Complete Remedy) — 10 Psalms in English | Breslov Research Institute TranslationThis episode is a recording of the Tikun HaKlali, Rebbe Nachman of Breslov’s “complete remedy,” translated into English from the Breslov Research Institute edition. It presents the ten specific psalms (Tehillim) revealed by Rebbe Nachman as a spiritual remedy for healing, purification, emotional restoration, and drawing a person back into connection with God.

The recording is offered for those listening as part of a forty-day practice or for anyone wishing to connect to these words of Tehillim, with the hope that the sacred words bring healing, clarity, and blessing.00:00 Welcome and Intro00:01 What Is Tikun HaKlali00:11 Purpose and Benefits00:24 How to Listen00:37 Begin Tikun HaKlali

From Kundalini to Kabbalah: Arezu’s Journey Back to Her Jewish Roots, Discipline, and Daily Practice

In this Pure Podcast episode, the host speaks with Arezo, described as the youngest Kundalini yoga teacher in the world at age 14 and the founder of Inspirezo, about her lifelong spiritual path and return to Judaism through Hasidus and Kabbalah. Arezo shares being introduced to meditation at age five, training in Kundalini at 13, and attending a militant Kundalini boarding school in India at 15 with 4:00 AM practices and seva, including washing temple floors before dawn. She reflects on seeking depth beyond superficial experiences, learning unity across traditions, and later discovering Kabbalah after a near-death illness in Tulum and a seemingly miraculous retreat encounter. They discuss discipline, simplicity, daily practices like hitbodedut, the meaning of desire in Kabbalah, and practical 40-day commitments to build spiritual momentum.

00:00 Welcome and Guest Intro

01:23 Early Meditation Path

02:50 India Boarding School Lessons

03:50 Dawn Prayer Parallels

07:38 From Sikh Roots to Unity

09:20 Coming Home to Kabbalah

10:38 Tulum Illness and Retreat Miracle

14:03 Desire and Daily Practice

16:54 Grounded Spirituality and Netzach

20:44 Why 40 Days Matters

22:49 40 Day Challenge Ideas

28:35 Closing Blessings and Next Steps

Why You Feel Disconnected From Hashem (And How to Reconnect): Kabbalah, Rabbi Nachman & Hidden Access PointsIn a women’s learning session using a workbook, the speaker explains that feeling disconnected from Hashem is not punishment but an illusion, since Kabbalah and Hasidut teach the soul’s connection to the Source is never broken (citing Tanya and the Zohar). She outlines three causes of perceived distance—tzimtzum (divine contraction), descent for the sake of ascent, and shevirat hakeilim (shattering of vessels)—as portals for growth, using analogies like a parent stepping back to teach a child to walk. Participants do brief meditations on love, holiness, joy, and awe in nature, and reflect on when they feel connected or disconnected. The speaker shares “hidden access points” to connection: desire to do good, teshuva as return, blessings as awareness/alignment, hitbodedut (preferably in nature), finding nekudot tovot and zemerah, mitzvot, joy, meditation, gratitude, and acts of service, then reverse-engineers a bracha to deepen intention.00:00 Workshop Kickoff01:21 Why Disconnection Happens01:58 Always Connected to Source03:27 Three Types of Concealment04:30 Tzimtzum and Peekaboo06:23 Descent for Ascent09:33 Shattering the Vessels11:45 Personal Story God Feels Far13:30 Four Heart Frequencies17:13 Reflecting on Connection19:28 Hidden Access Points Intro21:21 Desire as a Portal27:07 Teshuva Return Pathway30:57 Blessings Shift Awareness32:43 Hitbodedut in Nature36:30 Gratitude Opens the Throne37:10 Hitbodedut Daily Conversation39:14 Finding Your Good Points42:36 Zemirah Singing Where You Are43:50 Mitzvot Bonus Portals44:36 Joy as the Biggest Mitzvah46:17 Meditation Quieting the Mind48:22 Service and Giving Outward49:58 Discomfort as Invitation54:35 Reverse Engineering Blessings01:00:01 Bracha as Source and Flow01:08:06 Closing Q&A and Farewell

Kosher Astrology Deep Dive: Ayala’s Chart, Marriage, Israel, America & 2026–2031

In this episode of Pure Podcast, Ayala welcomes back astrologer Yitzchok A. Pinkesz (Kosher Astro) to explore Jewish/kosher astrology, her personal birth chart, relationship compatibility, and the future of Israel and America.

Ayala has Sun and Mercury in Leo, plus a lifelong grand fire trine (Leo–Sagittarius–Aries) tied to authenticity, leadership, and purpose. While she appears bold and expressive, her Scorpio Moon explains her private, shy emotional core. Yitzchok highlights her Venus–Neptune connection as a major creative and intuitive gift, with Saturn adding discipline—alongside potential perfectionism.

They discuss timing techniques, including a 30-year lunar phase cycle: Ayala’s “new moon” began in 2009, her “full moon” peaked in 2023, and a “disseminating moon” phase in 2027 signals a period of sharing what she’s built. By 2031, Yitzchok describes a “tree bearing fruit” moment of visible impact.

A rare Neptune transit to her natal Venus (2026–2028) marks a once-in-40-years creative and spiritual activation. Around 2031, major Sun–Saturn and Sun–Neptune themes suggest heightened authority, visibility, and dream-level influence.

Ayala reflects on how past chart insights encouraged her to say yes to speaking opportunities and step into aligned connections at pivotal moments.

Ayala (Leo) and her husband Josh (Pisces) are described as highly compatible. His Aries Venus and Mars (fire) harmonize with her Leo placements, while her Scorpio Moon resonates with his water energy. In synastry, his Venus connects to her North Node, and his Mercury aligns with her Jupiter—suggesting growth, chemistry, and shared expansion.

In their composite chart, Yitzchok emphasizes Sun–Chiron and Sun–Uranus themes (healing and authenticity), plus Mercury–Saturn–Mars with the North Node—indicating a shared mission around serious, purposeful communication. Ayala connects this to their decision to publicly share their infertility journey after moving beyond its initial pain.

Yitzchok explains that Israel carries strong Sun–Chiron themes of collective wounding and resilience. He connects October 7, 2023 to a major activation involving Israel’s Chiron and Moon, framing it as a traumatic event that catalyzed profound national shifts, including military actions against Hamas, Hezbollah, and tensions with Iran.

For the United States, Yitzchok ties its founding to Uranus symbolism—freedom and revolution. He outlines the 84-year Uranus return cycle:

• 1776 – Revolutionary War

• 1860 – Civil War

• 1944 – WWII-era division and unity

• 2028 – Next Uranus return

He connects the coming 2028 return to current polarization and rising antisemitism, emphasizing a collective choice: resolve divisions through unity rather than conflict.

The episode ends with reflections on antisemitism, faith, and using astrology as a framework for growth and meaning. Yitzchok shares where to find him (KosherAstro.com, Instagram, YouTube, LinkedIn) and his book Kosher Astrology on Amazon.

Overall, the conversation frames astrology not as fate, but as insight—offering perspective, responsibility, and hope for the years ahead (2026–2031 and beyond).

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Kosher Astrology: A Jewish Guide To Celestial Wisdom is available on Amazon: 

https://www.amazon.com/dp/195237085X/

Kosher Astrology website: 

https://kosherastro.com

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Transforming Difficult Relationships: Kabbalistic Tools and the 13 Attributes of MercyJoin us for an immersive workshop titled 'The 13 Most Difficult People You'll Ever Meet,' where we explore deep Kabbalistic tools for transforming challenging relationships. The session starts with a warm welcome and shared personal anecdotes, including a touching introduction of the book 'Tomer Devorah.' As we delve into the teachings, we explore the 13 attributes of mercy and their corresponding difficult personalities. Learn how to embody these attributes and leverage them to invoke mercy, healing, and blessings in your life. This detailed guide not only offers somatic exercises and journal prompts but also emphasizes the importance of boundaries and inner repair while rejecting any tolerance for abuse. 

Whether you're dealing with an 'Inserter,' 'Repeat Offender,' 'Instigator,' or 'Impossible,' this workshop provides actionable insights to improve your emotional and relational health.

00:00 Introduction and Welcoming

00:19 Workshop Overview and Objectives

01:06 Introduction to Tomer Devorah

01:38 Personal Journey with Tomer Devorah

04:09 Understanding the 13 Attributes of Mercy

04:45 Dealing with Difficult Relationships

08:27 The Concept of Radical Mercy

21:10 Somatic Practices and Exercises

40:47 Seeking Forgiveness and Guidance

41:57 The Gift of Overlooking Rebellion

43:42 Dealing with Instigators and Avengers

45:46 The Power of Restraint

54:47 Kindness and Generosity

59:49 The Detached and the Wayfinder

01:04:45 Mercy for the Impossible

01:11:36 Practical Applications and Conclusion