An update about what's happening, how much time I have AKA how much GoFundMe money and how I can stretch it and how I'm trying to stretch it which is hugely problematic, treatment tweaks, infection management, and next episode I will do on the suffering Olympics, hopefully next week if I can wrangle some energy together

The flower picture you see is me continuing to focus on beauty as a way to manage the panic I'm feeling. Although it's amplifying now as I talk about in the episode with the onset of nightmares