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In this "Quiet Confession," I’m taking us back to my second day of perinatal psychiatric hospitalization at UNC Chapel Hill.
After recently finding the journal I’d kept during my treatment, I reflect on the stark difference between my clinical, "robot-like" recorded entries and the emotional turmoil I was actually experiencing at the time.
I describe the rigid routines of the unit, the weight of a potential psychosis diagnosis, and the powerful moment a doctor offered to "hold hope" for me when I had none left.
Key Takeaways
- The Clinical Perspective: Chelsea’s journal reads like a "Captain’s Log," focusing on medication, meals, and sleep rather than their internal feelings.
- Morning Routines: Days began at 7:00 a.m. with breakfast and mandatory vitals checks, which remains a sensory trigger for them today.
- Psychiatric Consultations: On their first Monday, they met a team of specialists who initially discussed a potential psychosis diagnosis due to their extreme paranoia and delusions.
- The "Scaffolding" Struggle: In Occupational Therapy (OT), they practiced "scaffolding"—breaking down basic tasks like brushing teeth into minute steps—though they felt physically unable to perform them at the time.
- Holding Hope: A pivotal moment occurred when a doctor offered to "hold hope" for them until they were ready to take it back.
Relevant Links
- Quiet Confessions Substack: For deep dives into the clinical journal entries.
- Postpartum Support International (PSI): Information on support groups, the Alma program, and peer mentoring.
- Instagram: Follow for updates
This episode discusses topics that may be triggering for some individuals. Please check the show notes for more information and be mindful of your own mental health and comfort levels.
Odd Moms On Call is a podcast for moms navigating the chaos of current events. Join our diverse panel of moms from across the U.S. and Canada, breaking down how politics, policies, and culture impact our families—and how we talk to our kids about them. Honest, unfiltered, and insightful, we're making sense of the world, one conversation at a time.
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Support the show
Special Thanks to Steve Audy for the use of our theme song: Quiet Connection
Want to be a guest on Quiet Connection - Postpartum Mental Health?
Send Chelsea a message on PodMatch
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By Chelsea MyersSend us Fan Mail
In this "Quiet Confession," I’m taking us back to my second day of perinatal psychiatric hospitalization at UNC Chapel Hill.
After recently finding the journal I’d kept during my treatment, I reflect on the stark difference between my clinical, "robot-like" recorded entries and the emotional turmoil I was actually experiencing at the time.
I describe the rigid routines of the unit, the weight of a potential psychosis diagnosis, and the powerful moment a doctor offered to "hold hope" for me when I had none left.
Key Takeaways
- The Clinical Perspective: Chelsea’s journal reads like a "Captain’s Log," focusing on medication, meals, and sleep rather than their internal feelings.
- Morning Routines: Days began at 7:00 a.m. with breakfast and mandatory vitals checks, which remains a sensory trigger for them today.
- Psychiatric Consultations: On their first Monday, they met a team of specialists who initially discussed a potential psychosis diagnosis due to their extreme paranoia and delusions.
- The "Scaffolding" Struggle: In Occupational Therapy (OT), they practiced "scaffolding"—breaking down basic tasks like brushing teeth into minute steps—though they felt physically unable to perform them at the time.
- Holding Hope: A pivotal moment occurred when a doctor offered to "hold hope" for them until they were ready to take it back.
Relevant Links
- Quiet Confessions Substack: For deep dives into the clinical journal entries.
- Postpartum Support International (PSI): Information on support groups, the Alma program, and peer mentoring.
- Instagram: Follow for updates
This episode discusses topics that may be triggering for some individuals. Please check the show notes for more information and be mindful of your own mental health and comfort levels.
Odd Moms On Call is a podcast for moms navigating the chaos of current events. Join our diverse panel of moms from across the U.S. and Canada, breaking down how politics, policies, and culture impact our families—and how we talk to our kids about them. Honest, unfiltered, and insightful, we're making sense of the world, one conversation at a time.
Listen on BuzzSprout!
Support the show
Special Thanks to Steve Audy for the use of our theme song: Quiet Connection
Want to be a guest on Quiet Connection - Postpartum Mental Health?
Send Chelsea a message on PodMatch