I spent years confusing being needed with being loved.

In this episode, I'm unpacking the wounded healer archetype, why some of the most compassionate people become the easiest to exploit, and how I accidentally built an identity around saving everyone but myself.

From Carl Jung to Jesus, boundaries to burnout, this is less about becoming "colder" and more about becoming clearer.

Maybe healing isn't about becoming who you were before you got hurt.

Maybe it's aways been about becoming someone your younger self never had the chance to be.

Thanks for sticking around and staying patient with me ♡ 

Some people mistake kindness for weakness.

After years of chaos, manipulation, and silence, I've unfortunately reached the breaking point where I can no longer pretend everything is perfectly fine.

What started as an attempt to celebrate someone I love turned into a reckoning with the people who have spent years testing my patience, my boundaries, and my willingness to keep forgiving them.

This episode contains painful truths and one final message:

Enough is enough.

Had to share these lovely Pride Month lashings from some woman who is most definitely NOT related to me, especially considering she falsely accuses her flesh and blood + other family members of crimes they never committed and can't even apologize afterwards. Yet she proudly parades herself around as a compassionate grandmother to three children who will soon see the monster she truly is once they grow up, much like I did. Cheers y'all! 🥂

Some people leave your life.

Some people leave a lesson.

And some leave enough material for an entire podcast.

The deeper the lore gets, the less simple the story becomes.

Follow along for the paper trail. 😈

Hosted by @paigepevs.

My dad used to tell my twin sister and me that there was a huge family secret — something we were too young to know.

He never officially told us what it was. I had to figure it out myself.

In episode 2 of RAGE: RELOADED, I'm forced to explore family silence, addiction, mental illness, psychiatric labels, inherited fear, and what happens when you grow up being told your own mind might just be the main thing everyone around you is afraid of, even when you know in your heart it's not.

This one is about naming the pattern — and realizing the secret was never you.

Every sequel needs an origin story.

This solo debut sets the tone for everything to come: personal lore, unfiltered reflections, unexpected pivots, chaotic honesty, and the beginning of a reboot built with more intention, more perspective, and a lot more rage.

Follow along for the lore. 💋 This is only the beginning.

Hosted by @paigepevs.

The rage is back. Rebuilt, reloaded, reintroduced.

Same rebel. New rules. Way more receipts.

This is just the promo. Piping hot tea drops tonight.

Try not to guess any guests yet - that's part of the fun ;)

Follow along for the full story.

The lore is loading... 😈

Hosted by @paigepevs.