Ask yourself which sounds more fun to you? Personally, I would rather go to a wedding than the carnival I am not much for rides and such. But I am not speaking of a physical carnival or wedding. Spiritually minded or Godly minded people have been to both of these events at some point. We ALL have. We need to stay on course to get to the wedding when we notice that it is where God wants us to be. He knows the world is a carnival and we are swayed by all the pretty things but he also knows who will walk with him in the end. It doesn't matter when you find God just find him. You may think 'I have been too sinful to be accepted by Him'... wrong just stop going to the carnival for your spiritual and emotional support. God is the cure, he is the antidote you seek and he will heal all of the aches and seasickness of the world/carnival that you have in you. A spiritually clean Christian is what God wants. Start with having faith in him then be active in your Christianity pray, go to church, study God's words and you will find yourself walking towards that wedding day and leaving the carnival behind. Don't forget to do your homework and seek the answers God has given us. Search the Bible, listen to podcasts, sermons, listen to successes in the Christian faith and it will become clearer and clearer every day why we need to stay away from the carnival. Have faith in Jesus he will lead you where WE ALL want to be. Stay blessed!