Back in Chicago, cruising around the hood from Cicero back to Schiller Park talking with my Pops about the last 2 weeks of my life trying, begging, praying, dying inside to regain my life! Sobriety, Love, hurt, pain, missing my girls who aren't biological but mine in my heart. An the woman who is in love with me but constantly pushing me away cause she's not ready to admit she has a problem with drugs and alcohol. REAL LIFE, REAL TALK!