P.S. I apologize for all of the "when I tell you" phrases. I got caught up in the moment, but I pray that we all find joy in the goodness and the blessing we have. Yes, acknowledge the pain. Cry if you have to, but never forget that joy will come. One moment of despair does not define a lifetime of Glory. It is our perspectives that can get us caught in a dark and bad place. Pray when you are stuck there, ask GOD to guide you, to protect you. He will place various signs in your life. They come in all shapes, sizes, and forms.