When you get exhausted of your emotions, what do you do next?

Just one day at a time and I am alive

What do I do when I see him with someone else? What do I do when I miss him? What do I do when I want him to hug me? What do I do when I blame myself for everything? It's hurtful, can I make it to other side!

I don't know whether I am being punished by him or whether he is finding ways to show me to get out of this! But I know this I wish I had a choice then and a choice now! I just wanted to be happy!

Only if the love was enough!

To the man I will always love the most! You have my heart and my soul abd I am sorry we are going through this!

Pain kills you in ways you don't know! Why are we judgemental of people who feel pain differently then us? They need help, they need space and they need to come out of it on their own with enough strength and yes I felt like hurting myself twice, I didnot want to but the thought made me fear and now here I am confessing to the world but know it I won't ever do it because I know the people who love me the most but that doesn't take away the pain does it?

Will I ever get a second chance to redeem myself ?

When everything is a lie, do you want your life to end? Why if lie is all you know what do you do then? Will you be ever be able to love peacefully if everything was a lie?

Why do we feel pain even when it's a happy memory? Why am I still hurt when I should be deserving more? Only if the pain could walk out of my life instead my happiness!