My will is nothing but selfishness and chaos. I've lived 17 years of my will running wild to know that. Yesterday, I was spiritually weak and found myself fighting for my will to superceed God's will for me. It was nothing but fustration and pure ugliness. Little did I know, there was a bigger picture than only my perspective. God always had and will have a hand on everything that I do. Listen to hear how I was almost over taken by my negativity. Are you living by your will, or God's will?

In this episode, we get a new perspective about the blessings and struggles that come along with recovery. Javen & Jordan join me in this episode of experience, strength and hope.

"Accepting hardship as a pathway to peace." A beautiful piece of the serenity prayer that tends to be overlooked too often. In this episode, I speak about how a sudden depression has settled in these past few days. Seems fitting because I recently started facilitating "relapse prevention" classes. Did I take my own advice when it come to techniques to help prevent relapse? Listen to find out how I am getting through this season of my life. Be sure to check out recoveringmeth.com

"Two addicts sharing their experience is unparalled to anything else." -NA Literature. Quincy is a young man who I have seen making strides while on his recovery journey. This episode is simply two men on the journey of recovery, sharing experience, strength & hope. visit recoveringmeth.com

Grinding and grinding. Working and working. When was the last time you got some rest? Not sleep, but actual rest. In most cases, it's a lot easier said than done. Personally, God knew what I needed before I even asked. He blessed me with a cold, so I could realize that I too needed rest. I have to always remember that I am on the journey of recovery and must, get myself the rest that I need. When we keep going and going, the whispers of temptation become more lucrative because we are so worn from the everyday work, work, work. Even the energizer bunny dies out. So don't die out, get some well deserved rest. visit recoveringmeth.com

In this episode, 2 guests join to share their relapse experience. We are bombarded with relapse prevention information and techniques to help handle those situations. Yet, chances for relapse are shockingly high for anyone on the road to recorvery. Our 2 guests, had 3 months of clean time between themselves, yet relapsed. This episode is to get the perspective of someone who has recently relapsed. What was going through their mind? What happened to the teachings of all the support groups? Listen in to find out. visit www.recoveringmeth.com

Life is truly precious. Tell the ones you love, exactly how much you appreciate them. Be thankful for you have in your life. This episode is dedicated to everyone who has lost a loved one, due to addiction. It's heartbreaking. Know that resources are available. Share those resources. I pray this episode teaches that 1 person who needs to hear this. Be inspired. visit recoveringmeth.com

It's a blessing to know that inspiration lives within us all. We have that power to inspire and be inspired. Hardships and triumphs, who do you share those with? The nay-sayers? Or those that will elevate you into greatness? Visit recoveringmeth.com

Life after drugs was unimaginable early in my recovery. It scared more than anyone will ever know. Only because it was so foreign. After months of investing into myself, I realize life happened before addiction. Life happened during addiction. Yes, life will happen after drugs. It's a life that I am able to create by taking the time needed to invest into myself by beginning my recovery journey. visit recoveringmeth.com

During my addiction, I know I wasn't living life, but moreso, just going through the motions. I wasn't able to recognize the blessings I had. I powerlessness I still have. When I take a few moments and slow things down, I am able to recognize the smallest things I tend to over look. I am able to rrecognize that I am strong because I can admit that I am powerless over things. Meth and alcohol are definitely some of the things I am powerless over. Are you able to recognize and admit you are powerless? visit recoveringmeth.com