What if the life you're trying to create is being quietly sabotaged by the things you're still allowing into it?

In this deeply personal episode of Redefining Love, Tara gets radically honest and confesses a deep realization that forced her to look at herself in a completely different way: she wasn't just healing, she was also keeping doors open.

She told herself she was practicing forgiveness. But underneath that, there were people she still was getting attention from, validation she was still receiving, and superficial connections she was allowing to feed her ego. At the same time, she was building the life she said she wanted, while continuing to let in the very energy, relationships and distractions that didn't belong there.

This episode isn't about blaming anyone else. It's about the uncomfortable moment when you stop asking, “Why did this happen to me?” and start asking, “What was I allowing?”

Tara explores the difference between forgiveness and access, attention and intimacy, followers and real connection, and the dangerous gap between the life we present and the life we're actually living.

She also takes a hard look at social media and the way it can become an endless infomercial for the ego, convincing us that being seen is the same as being valued.

Because maybe self-love isn't about becoming more visible.

Maybe it's about becoming more discerning about who gets access to you.

And maybe the most honest version of healing isn't becoming someone new.

It's finally becoming honest about who you already are and what you are no longer willing to allow.

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There is an inner voice speaking to you the voice of your soul.

Many of us learn to ignore it, choosing instead to live from fear, conditioning, and the expectations of others. Over time, we can find ourselves living a life that feels hollow, disconnected, and without meaning.

In this activating conversation, award-winning Oracle and visionary Charlotte Szivak invites you to reconnect with your inner medicine, awaken radical self-love, and learn to listen to the quiet and sometimes not-so-quiet voice of your soul.

Together, we explore what happens when you truly step into your authentic self and embrace real self-love: the deep, honest love that comes from accepting and embracing the shadows within ourselves that we have spent so much time trying to hide.

This episode will help you anchor more deeply into your higher self, reconnect with sacred wisdom, dissolve self-doubt, and step into greater alignment with your truth and personal power.

This is more than a conversation. It is a transmission for anyone ready to reconnect with who they truly are, reclaim their brilliance, and embody their divinity.

No bypassing. No pretending. Just real, soulful initiation.

As a Visionary, Charlotte Szivak supports and guides women to hear their soul’s voice in alignment with their vision, soul medicine, & inner sacred union. She is an International Best-selling author, Award-winning Oracle, Cosmic channel, Sacred Songstress, Quantum Soul Healer, Spiritual Ascension Mentor, Womb Priestess and Founder/Creatrix of the global Goddess Alchemy Collective and Mystery School Featured in numerous international TV and radio shows, including Discovery, USA Global TV, & CTV. The Official Psychic on Y108FM's Mornings for 10+ years and featured in ELLE Canada, REUTERS & Yahoo! Born in the Waterfalls Capital of the World on a New Moon Solar Eclipse, gifting her with X-Ray vision and full sensory perception. She is an EPIC cosmic adventurer that can be found igniting pillars of light, while co-creating sacred spaces on tours, retreats, and online. Charlotte weaves Initiations of Light for her soul clients journeying along the Royal road of their brilliance, elevating ecstatic embodiment, gifts and divinity through ceremonial leadership, cyclic living, sacred programs, Egyptian retreats, 1:1 Oracle guidance readings, mentorships, and living light transmission

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Life can feel mundane, almost like you are living on autopilot. Distractions become welcomed opportunities to unplug, and in the midst of it all, we begin to wonder: What is the point of all of this?

As we embark on what has been termed “The New Earth,” it can feel like we are moving through a time of tremendous emotional unrest, confusion, and uncertainty. We are being forced to face the emotions we have buried inside. We are being asked to look at ourselves, our choices, and the way we have been living in a way that calls us back to truth, where dishonesty with ourselves can no longer be lived out without being felt.

Maybe you are feeling emotions you haven’t felt before and wondering why.

Maybe things that once felt comfortable no longer feel right.

Maybe contentment is beginning to feel more like complacency, and autopilot is starting to feel like a life you haven’t actually been living.

This podcast is going to help you navigate what may be your own awakening, a time in your life when you begin to see yourself, your choices, and your life through an entirely new lens.

I’m going to take you through the story of my own personal awakening and share my experience with psilocybin as a catalyst for the way I now live. A way of living where I have learned to consciously create the life I want to live, and to understand how I can harness and use my thoughts and feelings to open doors that may otherwise remain closed.

Sometimes awakening comes through a psychedelic experience. Sometimes it comes through a near-death experience, illness, cancer, loss, heartbreak, or another life experience that completely changes the way we see ourselves and the world around us.

Sometimes the truths we discover aren't easy to face.

But perhaps these moments are invitations to look deeper, to understand what our lives are.

By the end of this episode, you will have tools to begin exploring your own shifts and your own awakening. You’ll have a deeper understanding of how you have been moving through your life, the patterns you may have been living from unconsciously, and the ways you can begin creating change.

Ultimately, this is about coming back to yourself.

To consciously creating.

To listening to what inspires you.

To following what brings you joy.

And to creating a life that feels like you.

A life of inspiration, joy, connection, and peace.

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Check out Robs Manifestation Recording episode (as mentioned)

#65 The 72 Hour Manifestation That is Changing Lives

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Life may have lost its excitement. The things that were once meaningful now feel meaningless. You may have found yourself looking around, wondering, what is the point of all of this?

If this is you, you are not alone.

You may be experiencing something known as the Dark Night of the Soul, a time of awakening to the inner knowing that you are not living your truth, but instead existing within a programmed reality that is not truly yours.

It is your soul’s call to come back to who you are and to let go of the ego’s hold that you have existed within for so long.

The veil begins to lift, and layer by layer, the constructs that have kept you in a place of security and certainty begin to disappear.

You find yourself falling into the darkness and the unknown.

There is a way forward, but it takes courage and faith.

It takes trusting that you don’t need to find your way back to who you were, but instead, finding your way toward who you truly are and toward a path aligned with your soul’s true desires.

In this episode, you will be guided through this difficult journey with the knowing that there is something on the other side.

That there is a way through.

That there is hope.

This is a powerful episode that can be a lifeline for you if you are currently walking through your own Dark Night of the Soul.

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What if the reason we feel so unhappy, empty, lonely and unfulfilled is because we’ve become so disconnected from our own truth?

We get so used to wearing masks, becoming who we believe others want us to be, that eventually we get so far away from ourselves… we don’t even know who we are anymore.

In this episode, I share my own path back to me, the truths I had to face, the decisions I had to make, and the boundaries I had to set to clear the illusion, make space, and reconnect with my true self.

Because you can’t have something real if you’re not real with yourself.

Sometimes the disharmony within is simply the knowing that we’re living in a lie.

And maybe finding real love starts with finally being honest enough to come home to yourself.

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Have we become so desensitized that we no longer know where our own boundaries are?

What starts as uncomfortable can slowly become normal. Then acceptable. Then something we participate in.

I share my personal experience living in Tulum and how, without realizing it, my own boundaries around how I dressed, how I presented myself and what I accepted began to shift.

I had the control but I also wanted to fit in. To be accepted. To feel attractive. To belong.

And somewhere along the way, I lost sight of myself.

This episode goes deeper into the culture of social media, pornography, beauty standards, cosmetic surgery, dating apps, sexualization, violence and the constant pushing of what is considered “normal.”

How much of who we are is actually us and how much have we changed to be accepted?

When do we stop and ask:

What are my values?

And most importantly...

When do we come back to ourselves?

Because if we keep moving the line, eventually we may forget where we started.

This episode will open your mind and your consciousness. 

As mentioned:

Last weeks podcast:

The Dark Side of Social Media That Nobody is Talking About

Episode that was mentioned :

The Ultimate Deception: Wanting Love At What Cost?

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This episode took a turn... and honestly, I didn't expect where it would lead me.

Have you ever caught yourself mindlessly scrolling through social media, only to put your phone down feeling drained, anxious, unworthy... and somehow further away from yourself than when you picked it up?

I know I have.

Without even realizing it, we've been pulled into a world where likes, followers, views, and comments have quietly become a measure of our value. We've entered an ego driven popularity contest that's constantly asking us to prove our worth, seek approval, and perform for an audience.

But is that really why we're here?

In this episode, I share my own honest relationship with social media and the uncomfortable truths I've had to face. I talk about the ways I found myself chasing validation, confusing visibility with worthiness, and slowly disconnecting from my own intuition, my authentic self, and my connection to the Divine.

Because here's the question I can't stop asking...

Are we here to build a social identity? Or are we here to live our lives authentically?

Somewhere along the way, many of us stopped creating from our hearts and started creating for approval. We began outsourcing our confidence to strangers, allowing algorithms to influence our self-worth, and mistaking attention for connection.

What if social media isn't just changing how we communicate...What if it's changing who we believe we are?

This isn't an episode about quitting social media or blaming technology. It's an invitation to become conscious of how we're using it and to ask whether it's bringing us closer to ourselves or quietly pulling us further away.

If you've been feeling disconnected, overwhelmed, anxious, or like you've somehow lost a part of yourself in the noise, I hope this conversation reminds you that your worth has never been found in a number on a screen.

It's been within you all along

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We all want to believe that we can manifest our reality. Yet, despite all our efforts, our dreams can still feel so far away. The truth is, many of us are approaching manifestation in a way that keeps us stuck.

In this deeply personal and meaningful episode, I share my own journey of manifesting love back into my life after eight years, leading me to Rob, a divinely guided partnership rooted in our shared vision of creating a transformational healing retreat sanctuary.

By the end of this episode, you'll not only feel inspired and empowered to begin creating your own manifestations, but you'll also receive access to Rob's personal manifestation audios, the same recordings we've shared exclusively with participants in our private retreats.

Inspired by the teachings of Neville Goddard, this 72-hour manifestation method has created profound shifts in our own lives. When you truly remember that you are the source of your abundance, you begin to realize that the only thing standing between you and the life you deeply desire... is you.

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Why do we need to do inner work? How do we stop attracting the same relationship patterns? How do you navigate dark times and intense emotions? By aligning with the truth in people’s pain and dissecting behaviours and recurring patterns of the human experience, Peter Kelly brings a depth of understanding to the human journey that very few have access to. His path to becoming a realized Adept in the Western world was not for the faint of heart. A 40-year initiation into this mastery was accompanied by immense inner battles he didn’t comprehend for years. Peter shares his personal story of struggle, hardship, imprisonment and — at its height — borderline psychosis. In this powerful conversation, he illuminates what it truly means to be human and shows how to alchemize your wounds into expanded consciousness.

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After battling with PTSD and contemplating his own life - Danny a former police officer of 23 years,  shares how Psilocybin Therapy saved him. He saw the retreat as his “last hope”, and  what happened for him was “miraculous”. When he returned home, his family noticed his positive shift right away and he no longer suffered with the debilitating symptoms of his PTSD.

Fast forward 4 years later and Danny has come back to interview with me and share that this wasn’t just a retreat, it was a life altering decision that has forever changed him.

When Danny decided to try Psilocybin Therapy, he was very hesitant - like many people, he saw it as an illegal drug. He had no idea the massive impact it could have on his life, after his dark battle with PTSD. The most mind-blowing part of it all…he didn’t even have a “Trip”. 

Danny is now an advocate for Psilocybin Therapy and encourages anyone who is struggling like he was to consider this therapy.

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