Many times, I find myself wishing I didn't grow up. Other times, I find myself wishing I could go back in time, to undo some actions and decisions I made.

I'm aware that the messy actions and decisions are parts of my current formation. They played a part in who I currently am. Am I proud of those actions and decisions? No! Hence, my wishing I could change them. However, messes are a core part of life.

I miss who I used to be, but she was a formation of who I am. Who I am, is a formation Of who I would become. It's a cycle of life .

So here's to those of us who life tried to break, we're not broken, just a little cracked. Cheers to healing, loving and finding the better parts of ourselves.

I look forward to a day when I can look back at my past self without grieving. We'll be fine.

With love,

Oluwatomisin.