Years ago . . . my life was comprised of laboring long hours with a day care service in our home, I worked 5 days a week, babysitting and caring for kids of various ages at a time - toddlers and preschoolers, drop ins before and after school, besides taking care of our own 4 boys. Then there’s the laundry, the cooking, the dishes, the messes – it all started piling up. I was also teaching Sunday School every week which I loved, but I was getting worn down.
I was laying on the couch grumbling and complaining at the end of a long day. Tired. Not sure if I was really doing anything well. I had withdrawn into the 'cave' of my mind, and was sulking and feeling sorry for myself because it seemed no one seemed to appreciate what I was doing, or how hard I was working. Pity party.
Louis aware of my condition, smiled and said, “I think I have a word for you from the Lord.”
I was thinking, YES! He’s going to take me away, we’re going to Kauai! A vacation!
He looked at me and quietly said, “Never tire of serving.”
What!? What did I hear you say? This is the word from the Lord?
I lay there on the couch, and began thinking about Louis’ words to me. I trust my husband and he wasn’t making light of my feelings but sincerely spoke what he heard the Lord say for me, ‘Never tire of serving. Never tire of doing what is good.’ It is a familiar verse for us . . .
2 Thessalonians 3:13. “Don’t’ grow weary in doing good.’
I spend time with the Lord every day in devotion, reading, praying, singing – but sometimes I need to just stop and listen and invite the Holy Spirit to examine my heart.
I thought of what I call the ‘3 p’s’ – and I knew it was time to pause - pray – praise and be with Jesus. I took some deep breaths, and let it all go. I began to sing and worship the Lord. I repented of my attitude. It’s when I am weak, He is strong. I strengthened myself in the Lord with songs of praise and worship! Just like King David in 1 Samuel 30:6
These days of quarantine and pandemic have been difficult. Emotional fatigue, physical weariness, and spiritual heaviness are beginning to take its toll. I think back to the wise words spoken to me so long ago, ‘never tire of serving, and doing good.’ Because it’s when we are loving God and loving and serving people, that we are sharpened and alerted to the Holy Spirit's promptings.
So, it’s again time to pause, pray, and praise and be with Jesus! Take time to strengthen myself in the Lord!
What do you do when you feel overwhelmed, fatigued, and burdened with spiritual heaviness? How do strengthen yourself?
2 Thessalonians 3:13 And as for you, brothers and sisters, never tire of doing what is good.
1 Samuel 30:6 . . . But David strengthened himself in the Lord his God.