How a traumatic event like the pandemic was really nerve racking for me but my grandmother was not really fazed. her being 88 vs me being 24 back then her experience was able to help me out of a tough spot which made me able to make it through this phase and help people on the way.

some of my school that I went to wasn't even built yet when my grandmother was young. adverse to risk I've went to a place where I lived for like 2 years before I was at this home and went their to visit and saw so many changes in that small time frame compared to when I was there and it made me now understand as learning my grandma age and being at where she grew up I can now see the evolution of my country as I see schools and business that Are established after my grandma was born which means that she was alive before those business started. So that's another reason to value the teachings of people older people

A lesson learned from grandma which is becoming relevant know and I understood it. leaving this company what it means to me is don't place your faith into the company or a certain building but instead the values on whole instead as if you attach your self to a company or a certain part of a religion you may have resentful feeling to the whole industry or company or religion due to few bad interaction with that congregation. so you have to separate you feelings from the building but be aware of why you are entering the building

kind of badly explained at this point as I haven't got the full understanding yet but I got a taste of the understanding

one of the things that is obvious but important to know

Some thing I never remember I could do but realized after I left the work was I could open investment account to buy stocks. knowing that is also away to compound my next work opportunity but I would have to learn how to make stock investments to capitalize so great to know that I unlocked that ability.

one of the things that I could get to purchase in hopes to get a job closer to my field Certifications in my field. which I disliked the idea but I have to get out of my own box if I want to progress

Reading is something I hated but as you grow and you have to update your skills you have to do things you hate. and I bought 4 books to help with that. but that's not the only significance of this episode. the other significance is the fact that I've wanted 3 of these books for a while but could not afford or fathom how I could afford it. but through persistence I got a job and could make a purchase like this to improve myself which can compound into getting a better job which will make me back the money plus more

one of the books the author is who got me into podcasting so buying the books is a Huge accomplishment

two things to make myself more marketable and able to look at opportunities faster and my LinkedIn has been getting more tractions since I have gotten that recent employment

Getting you dream job or opening your dream business or getting your dream Career is a lifelong process. You may not be able to wake up into your dream career their may be twist and turns but your why is why will get you their you have to take the opportunities you don't want and making the best of it and turn into something to propel into your career and compound interest so you may not get it in your 20s but the earlier you start getting the skills the faster and luckier you'll be to getting opportunities closer to your dream job/ Career/ Business

I have the love hate with the rain but the lighting makes it worse. I can't think of a perk of the lighting as yet as there are many perks of the rain

End of another October and coming to the start of my month again. What will happen who knows but if I make it to the end and things go right I would be very happy