I'm struggling to cope with the pain ๐ค. I'm tired of dealing with the feelings he made me feel ๐. I'm exhausted from him leading me on ๐ซ, lying to me ๐คฅ, and saying he wants me when I know he doesn't ๐. I want a family, but he's not interested in building one with me ๐ช. I feel like he's trying to manipulate me ๐ค and get me pregnant just to leave me ๐ซ. It's like he thinks I'm oblivious ๐, but I'm not. I know exactly what he's trying to do. Paola, I wish you were here with me ๐ค so you could distract me from these feelings. You always know how to make me smile ๐ and forget about my troubles. My best friend is away at school, and I don't have anyone else to talk to ๐. That's why I called you - I needed someone to talk to ๐ฃ๏ธ.