Finding the strength to let go, to be my own. To finally let go of what has been hurting me all this time. It took me a long time to get out of this dark hole. My faith was restored, I thought clearly. Never again would I put myself through all of that hell. I did have trust issues. Dealing with trauma you will learn to accept it and be okay with it, but it will go away. The trauma will always come in waves, even if you are completely healed, it still comes back.