Restoring the Fallen Leaders

By Raenel

Hi, I’m Raenel.
I was a full-time evangelist who fell in one moment of lust that spiraled into 27 years. I stayed because there was nowhere to go. I was already going to hell, and I knew that Go

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September 29, 2026 MY SHAPESHIFTER NEIGHBOR-SPIRITUAL WARFARE TESTIMONY
He opened the door, and I saw darkness wafting out from behind him as I entered.
In 1979, right after I was saved, I came face to face with the neighbor next door. He did not move. He did not say a thing. He was waiting for me to react to fear. Fear is a door that demands a reaction to its feeling. Faith is not a feeling. I had peace, and I walked out.
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14min
September 29, 2026 NEVER LET THE DEVIL SHOW OFF
I had traded Jesus for a moment of lust with a woman. Redemption would come 27 years later.
At the Black and White Party, an LGBTAIDS fundraiser in Las Vegas, a young man pulled me up on stage to dance and couldn't believe I was a woman. That night I knew I was in the wrong world. I wanted out, but had nowhere else to go.
Everyone, when they realize they are lost, hopes they'll be found. That was me.
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13min
September 29, 2026 THE OLDEST IDENTITY CRISIS
I had traded Jesus for a moment of lust with a woman. Redemption would come 27 years later.
At the Black and White Party, an LGBTAIDS fundraiser in Las Vegas, a young man pulled me up on stage to dance and couldn't believe I was a woman. That night I knew I was in the wrong world. I wanted out, but had nowhere else to go.
Everyone, when they realize they are lost, hopes they'll be found. That was me.
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11min
September 24, 2026 I SAW YOU IN THE CAMP
God showed me a camp full of officers with no country and no rank. Then He said two words that changed everything.
In 2012, the day the Holy Spirit came for me, I saw an open vision. Then I heard His voice: "You've been in the enemy's camp and you've seen his strategies. Now go."
It took fourteen years to learn what that vision meant. It was about you.
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12min
September 24, 2026 PROTECTED IN SLOW MOTION
I was a New Age minister when two pieces of plywood lifted off a truck and came sailing toward our windshield on a California freeway.
I called out to Jesus. Everything changed to slow motion except us, and Mara was able to move us out of the line of destruction.
We were in the world, in the middle of our deception, and God met us and saved us anyway.
What breadcrumbs has God given you to remind you of His goodness?
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13min
September 24, 2026 HOLD STILL, I’M CHANGING YOU
You'll never deserve anything from God. Everything is a gift.
For this girl, a for 27 years, believing that took a lot of meditating and confessing scripture. No church. No one to disciple me. It was me and the Word.
God showed me a father at the changing table. The baby fights him, and the daddy says, "Hold still. I'm changing you."
Surrender is when you stop trying. I keep a white flag by my bed.
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12min
September 17, 2026 THE FORK IN THE ROAD SAID ’ONE WAY’
The fork in the road is only deception. For us, there's only one way. When you surrender and yield to obey what you know God wants you to do, it's not sacrifice. It's obedience. Obedience is better than sacrifice. The fork in the road should have a sign that says One Way. Otherwise, it's same party, different dress. You get to go around the mountain again.
Scripture: 1 Samuel 15:22
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11min
September 17, 2026 HE FORGIVES AND FORGETS
The story of when I was 17 and got arrested, and the fear I had of my dad and his retribution because of how I grew up. And years later, how he never remembered. Not just didn't want to remember; he actually didn't remember. And I understood God's love because of my earthly father, his forgiveness, and over 40 years later, remembering no more. Scripture: Hebrews 8:12
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8min
September 17, 2026 LOST AGAIN
I was a full-time evangelist who fell in one moment of lust that spiraled into 27 years. But He left the 99 and came after me. In this first episode, I tell you who I am and how I got here, where I've been and what I've done. The important thing is that God always uses fallen people. Scripture: 1 Corinthians 1:27–29
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10min

FAQs about Restoring the Fallen Leaders:

How many episodes does Restoring the Fallen Leaders have?

The podcast currently has 9 episodes available.