I talk about this painting project I'm doing at one of my part-time jobs and how I am feeling ignorant and criticized for not being trained well enough on how to do it.  This questioning of my abilities has brought up some earlier feelings of inadequacy that I've experienced at a couple of other jobs and places in my life.  I also discuss how I am learning as I go and speeding up my process in a very short time and how I don't want the past to control my future anymore.