I talk about how I feel like I've been beating my head against a wall trying to make different things happen with the house and stuff and maybe I need to rethink what I'm trying to do right now.  Maybe I need to rent a 3 BR and get a reliable car before I commit to a house.  Maybe I need to move back to MI sooner than later.   Or at least take a breath and wait a little bit before I make another major decision.