Welcome back to my beautiful mother, Natasha Divine!

We met her in S1 E4 introducing my earth, soul & star mumma, and now she's back to share her story & her divine wisdom she has gained along the way back to herself.

This episode Mum speaks on her journey of a life of chronic pain, what Ayahuasca showed her about her pain and how intuition is literally your never failing GPS navigation for life.

Mum's story is so powerful, because despite being a valid victim of domestic violence, she decided to step out of the victim consciousness & external blame, and decided to take this as a teaching, guiding herself back to self love.

Mum didn't become all light and love overnight. In order to get to this level of unconditional love and acceptance of self, you've got to go inwards. And going inward means going deep into the dark depths in the shadows, and loving yourself every part of yourself, no matter what!

Mum truly embodies the message that every experience is something we can learn from. Mum so effortlessly is able to thank her previous partners and her pain for teachings it has given her. This is a women who is a human, yet still manages to embody unconditional love & forgiveness for herself and therefore the world.

I believe this is makes what my mother a master at what she does. To take the most horrifying experience she ever had, and accept that this was a teaching in order for her to grow and become the person she is, is so admirable to me.

To step out of the victim conscious, depsite being a valid victim in the circumstances, and to trust her internal GPS (intutuion) to guide her out of suffering, and back into herself to foster the deep self love that has now lead her to choosing peace and releasing self-sabotage.

Whether you're suffering from health issues, in a relationship that is no longer serving you or simply are ready to listen and learn from the strongest woman I know, this episode is for you.

Breakdown:

06:40 Chronic Pain & Mum's Ayahuasca Journey in the jungle of Costa Rica

32:00 Ascension & descension

42:00 Anxiety, depression & BPD. A relationship coach in a domestic violence relationship

45:55 Inner & Outer Union & emotionally regulating yourself

EDIT 10/07/23: Honestly, I have sat on this episode for 10 days now because I wanted to provide a breakdown.

I am now 1.16 in and realising we are so in flow, yet this means there are 1000x messages integrated across the whole ep. So, with that being said, if you don't have heaps of time skip to 45 mins and then it gets real heavy & juicy. But, I highlllyyyy recommend listening to the full thing to get the full picture.

We love hearing from you so please if you are drawn, leave a question, comment or message in the Q&A. We are building this community together and have so many ideas in the works to bring us all together to create a safe container for those who are ready to heal & take their life to the next level of love.

Love to you all,

Bella & Natasha