As requested, here is the episode that will answer to your question, "What is my purpose?"

Today's episode focuses on how & why fostering unconditional love for ourselves, is the key to be able to love & give without condition to those around us.

I provide practical applications of how we can master the Universal Law of Divine Oneness & the Law of Reciprocity as well as touching on why judgement of others, is only damaging to ourselves as judgement rooted in another, is judgement of self.

The energies have been weird asf so as always, I remind us to be kind to ourselves. The solar flares coming from the sun are insane right now so be gentle and allow yourself to rest as you need.

Love you so much & thank you for being a part of this community <3

Bella

Hey angels, I'm coming back with the topic of fear & intuition AGAIN because I really feel that we are being given a clear choice.

Do you want to continue with how things have been, living in fear of what others think, staying in your comfort zone, and wondering, "is there more for me?"

Or are you ready to listen to your intuition, and let it guide you to the magic of the unknown that is your dreams & desires & self-love like you've never known before. ! Spoiler ! This is how I lead my life & it is oh so beautiful. I am still facing my fears everyday, but being intuition & heart led makes life worth living.

In this episode I share my very personal story of how I learned a big lesson on how fear can eat away at your life, causing pain, sickness & addictive tendencies.

Intuition is a muscle that gets stronger each time you act on it, so let's start now, are you feeling called to listen?

Or is it possible that you are afraid of your next level and what you could uncover if you do go deep within.

Trust that intuition is the instinct that will never led you astray.

In fact, if you think about all the times you did trust your gut, I think you'll find it was always right 😉

I can promise you this, since choosing to listen to my intuition over what anyone else has to say, I've never been happier.

It literally does not matter what someone else thinks about your life, because guess what, they don't have to live it. 😘

Love you angels,

Bella

Hi darlings,

This episode focuses on how cannabis is a tool.

It can be used for healing, or destruction. I draw in examples of times where I have used it consciously, and times where I have not.

Also touching on mushrooms and their sacredness and how we can learn from fungi & plant medicine rituals and apply this to cannabis to a degree.

Recorder prior to the Capricon Full Moon yet the learnings are still applicable as always.

Enjoy!

Bella <3

Welcome back to my beautiful mother, Natasha Divine!

We met her in S1 E4 introducing my earth, soul & star mumma, and now she's back to share her story & her divine wisdom she has gained along the way back to herself.

This episode Mum speaks on her journey of a life of chronic pain, what Ayahuasca showed her about her pain and how intuition is literally your never failing GPS navigation for life.

Mum's story is so powerful, because despite being a valid victim of domestic violence, she decided to step out of the victim consciousness & external blame, and decided to take this as a teaching, guiding herself back to self love.

Mum didn't become all light and love overnight. In order to get to this level of unconditional love and acceptance of self, you've got to go inwards. And going inward means going deep into the dark depths in the shadows, and loving yourself every part of yourself, no matter what!

Mum truly embodies the message that every experience is something we can learn from. Mum so effortlessly is able to thank her previous partners and her pain for teachings it has given her. This is a women who is a human, yet still manages to embody unconditional love & forgiveness for herself and therefore the world.

I believe this is makes what my mother a master at what she does. To take the most horrifying experience she ever had, and accept that this was a teaching in order for her to grow and become the person she is, is so admirable to me.

To step out of the victim conscious, depsite being a valid victim in the circumstances, and to trust her internal GPS (intutuion) to guide her out of suffering, and back into herself to foster the deep self love that has now lead her to choosing peace and releasing self-sabotage.

Whether you're suffering from health issues, in a relationship that is no longer serving you or simply are ready to listen and learn from the strongest woman I know, this episode is for you.

Breakdown:

06:40 Chronic Pain & Mum's Ayahuasca Journey in the jungle of Costa Rica

32:00 Ascension & descension

42:00 Anxiety, depression & BPD. A relationship coach in a domestic violence relationship

45:55 Inner & Outer Union & emotionally regulating yourself

EDIT 10/07/23: Honestly, I have sat on this episode for 10 days now because I wanted to provide a breakdown.

I am now 1.16 in and realising we are so in flow, yet this means there are 1000x messages integrated across the whole ep. So, with that being said, if you don't have heaps of time skip to 45 mins and then it gets real heavy & juicy. But, I highlllyyyy recommend listening to the full thing to get the full picture.

We love hearing from you so please if you are drawn, leave a question, comment or message in the Q&A. We are building this community together and have so many ideas in the works to bring us all together to create a safe container for those who are ready to heal & take their life to the next level of love.

Love to you all,

Bella & Natasha

Hello angels!

Honestly, this is my best one yet.

I love when I'm back in flow, it's been a while. Hence why we had two B2B Belleleafer only episodes, because I'll be honest, I've been a bit of a wreck.

It feels so great to have taken all my lessons from this transformation and another layer of inner work so be able to deliver something refined to you all.

The death & rebirth has been real. I love the Phoenix so much because it truly embodies this statement, "You can't half ass death."

So, let's celebrate shedding all that no longer serves us! I invite you to welcome and allow yourself to FEEL your FEELINGS.

And what a major win to know that the tools & resources I have been collecting over my lifetime has PROVEN to work when tried and tested! I am currently head down & diving deep into putting together these resources so stayed tuned my loves 🎔

So much love & healing to you during this time,

Bella ❣