My marriage was hanging on by a thread. I was longing for deeper connection and appreciation from my husband. What I didn’t realize was that I was standing in the way of the relationships I truly wanted. In this episode I talk about an emotional awakening, I had that is changing everything in my life, but most of all my marriage. I talk about an event that happened when I was 15. Because of that event I started putting up walls, and closed my self off from the people closest to me. Love just did not feel safe. Prior to this awakening, I thought my husband was the problem. Actually, I felt everyone but myself was the problem. I am more vulnerable than ever before in this episode. I have so much gratitude for this community for allowing me a space space to share my heart. To all the couples fighting trying to figure out if their love is worth the fight, I see you and this episode is for you.