You'd think a long drive out to the country would be inspiring. Or at the very least, relaxing. But not here. My God, it's hard to believe that the entire world is like this. Maybe home wasn't such a bad place after all. Of course I only realize that when we're stuck here with no way back to the coffee shop, let alone home. I hope we make it through all this before everything around me just feels...normal. That won't happen, right?