This feels so foreign, to go through the whole process of recording and uploading an episode, but here we are. In the beginning, on Oct 23rd, I stopped recording because it felt (and still does feel) weird to carry on life while several genocides are occurring around the world. So I took a break.

However, little did I know what life had in store for me afterward LOL.

Months passed and I found out I was pregnant, but because of reasons I would like to keep to myself, I decided to have an abortion. This time has been the most soul-crushing time of my life. This episode is me talking about my first "official" outing in a group setting since having my abortion.