In todays episode of sicker than most our guest Hayden talks about how his upbringing molded him, countless visits to the psych ward the power of positive or negative perspectives in life, acknowledging the dark side and working through it. We go in the trenches with him during the dark days of his addiction and Hayden brings us through his journey with discovering a higher power and how the strength he has in his recovery today comes from his higher power. He also reminds us that service is the POINT. "If you don't take the first drink than the first drink won't take you."