Sad Boy Radio

Sad Boy Radio

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Sad Boy Radio episodes

  • Sad Boy Radio CXIX: Who I Could’ve Been? (KingTrey Interview)

    Sad Boys For Real! Chicago artist, KingTrey, slides to the studio to discuss his new album (The Southend Legend), being held at gunpoint as a kid, mental toll of living somewhere you’re “not accepted,” and the decisions that have made KingTrey who he is today.

    KingTrey says in his song “How Tony Became Trey,” “in 8th grade, them dudes came up & put a gun in my back / RIP TONY.” In this moment, everything changed for Trey. This is the moment that sent him to a neighborhood he felt like he didn’t belong in, the moment that set him on the path to pursue music, the moment that forced Trey to shed the first identity he ever knew.
    It only takes one thing in our life to change for everything to be completely different. Our stories aren’t defined by a singular moment; however, the story changes if certain things never happened. Leaving us to ponder, “who I could’ve been?”
    Also discussed, working with Mick Jenkins, wanting more out of life, not going to college, and reflecting on own childhood after having a kid.

    49 min
  • Sad Boy Radio CXVIII: Everything Has Changed? (Mfn Melo Interview)

    Sad Boys For Real! Pivot Gang member, Mfn Melo, slides to the studio to discuss the formation of Pivot Gang, moving through life without his best friends, having a daughter, and the experiences that have shaped him into the Melo we see today.

    Ed Sheeran says in the song Tides, "I have grown up, I am a father now /Everything has changed, but I am still the same somehow." Throughout life, we experience things that shape us as people; however, at the core we remain the same person we've always been. Our perspective shifts on how we see the people & the things around us, and we are cautious about those we let in.
    Melo has experienced the highest of highs and the lowest of lows, yet he remains grateful everyday for the things he has. From nationwide tours to losing his best friends five minutes after talking; these are all things he's had to navigate while coming to understand himself and his emotions. For Melo, everything has changed from when he was just a kid hanging out with his friends.
    Also discussed, becoming a father, influence of growing up in Chicago, & leaning on vices when struggling with emotions.

    33 min
  • Sad Boy Radio CXVII: Trynna Heal? (SONNY Interview)

    Sad Boys For Real! Chicago artist, SONNY, slides to the studio & discusses the inspiration behind his name change from hatesonny to SONNY, being forced to "accept" his reality due to where he grew up, and learning to make music based on real life experiences & how to grow through them.

    SONNY says in his song, "Trynna Heal," "Know all the mistakes I made just made me the man I am / always come through, try to play my part / I'm just trynna do everything I can / for me, my fam, my gang, my kin." Sonny accepts his past & realizes how he can be a better friend, son, and person for himself. We're all shaped by the wrongs we've done, but what separates us from each other is what we do to change or stay the same. SONNY is in a place where he's just "trynna heal."
    Also discussed, losing people close to you, having to accept growing up, working with Femdot & OG Stevo, and mental toll of being in public eye.

    39 min
  • Sad Boy Radio CXVI: Outta Time? (Rick Dawg Interview)

    Sad Boys For Real! Chicago videographer, Rick Dawg, slides to the studio to discuss his "Vaulted Bars" series, the strain being a creative has placed on his relationships, and always feeling like there's a constant need to work

    Ed Sheeran says in the song "2step." "'Cause we're living life at a different pace, stuck in a constant race / Keep the pressure on, you're bound to break / Something's got to change." Often, creatives find themselves in a never-ending race. We're racing to be the best at our craft & heavily criticizing ourselves at the same time. This pace creates a strain on not only our health, but the health of our relationships. Making us feel like we're outta time.
    Also discussed, being forced to grow up, identity outside of art, importance behind Vaulted Bars.

    28 min
  • Sad Boy Radio CXV: Pivot My Life? (W/ FRSH WATERS of Pivot Gang)

    Sad Boys For Real! Pivot Gang Co-Founder, FRSH WATERS, slides to the studio to discuss starting Pivot Gang, being incarcerated early on, and how the losses of close family have impacted him both mentally & professionally.

    Frsh has faced adversity head on in many ways throughout his life; however, he's never been one to back down from the challenge. Instead, he's pivoted his life & turned his negative situations into positives.
    In the song, "Time" by G Eazy he says, "All the money in the world, I can't find where they selling time / Or a button that rewind, I'm just thinkin', sippin' this wine, let me catch you up." The idea that time is something you can't get back is something we're all familiar with, but the idea of not being able to get back time with family hurts even more. Frsh & I discuss the things he's learned from his late brother Squeak & what he would tell him if he were here today.
    Also discussed, relationship with Saba, watching Pivot Gang explode while incarcerated, the way his environment shaped him.

    39 min
  • Sad Boy Radio CXIV: Following My Path? (W/ Remi Momson of No More Heroes)

    Sad Boy For Real! Music video producer, Remi Momson, visits the studio to discuss working with No More Heroes, producing the video for "Point Me 2" by Fendi & Cardi B, and managing one of Chicago's hottest rappers Mello Buckz.

    Remi has stacked her resume in the entertainment industry; however, choosing this path didn't come easy. Remi quit her corporate job to pursue her dream & has made the most of each & every opportunity. With that being said, there's still days where it feels like everything is falling apart; whether that be because of failed relationships, strained friendships, or simply self-doubt.
    Drake says in The Remorse, "All these IOUs, it's hard for me to be keeping track / Friends that dedicated they life to just keepin' me intact / I mean, even with his salary, you can't put no prices on that." Something that is prevalent throughout the industry, and for Remi even more so since she has to be the one backing everyone. Although doubt looms overhead, Remi still chooses everyday to follow her path.
    Also discussed, most toxic tale, secret Remi song, working with G Herbo, leading women in the hip hop industry.

    1 hr
  • Sad Boy Radio CXII: Closing This Chapter? (W/ Femdot.)

    Sad Boys For Real! Chicago rapper, Femdot., visits the studio to discuss his journey as not only an artist, but as a person. Femdot's projects are all connected to one another, and It's a concept that seems to follow Fem throughout everything he does. In this interview, we unpack the reasons behind why Femdot. is the person he is & the thing's he's learned about himself through his experiences.

    In the song, "Happy Breakup Song," Femdot. says, "This ain’t no / if you hear this can I get you back song / this is a thank you for loving me, even when you were loving too long / this a thank you for helping me find myself song," We all learn things about ourselves through relationships whether it be romantic or not. For Fem he realized his inability to communicate emotions, and learned that somethings are not meant for you at a certain time, even if you want it. Sometimes you just have to close certain chapters.
    Also discussed, Jimmy Butler shoutout, wrapping up 10-year project series, being on tour, and pressure to succeed.

    51 min
  • Sad Boy Radio XCI: Why I Run Away? (W/ Ausar)

    Sad Boys For Real! Chicago artist, Ausar, slides to the studio to discuss his upcoming album, "I Now Know," and the experiences necessary to get to this point.

    Ausar has had traction behind his name since his first drop; however, with that traction comes unrealistic expectations that take a mental toll. Through this, he's had to navigate failed label deals, relationships, and even a concept album he worked on for five years.
    In the past, Ausar let fear control everything he did. Inspiring his song Ghosted where he says, "Said I didn't care that was a lie / all of my surroundings salt & pride / Know I made a mess I'm mortified was adding to my own demise," This forced Ausar to look inward & make a choice to fix what's broken or continue to be haunted by the reasons he runs away.
    Also discussed, traumas from relationships, being on Netflix's "Rhythm and Flow", and going to school with Taylor Bennett.

    49 min
  • Sad Boy Radio CX: Can I Love The Same? (W/ Bowtender)

    Sad Boys For Real! Chicago bartender, Bowtender, slides to the studio to discuss starting his own business (Dat Slush), breaking up his family, healing his inability to love, and separating his persona from the actual person.

    Drake says in Karaoke, "I know they say the first love is the sweetest/
    But that first cut is the deepest," This concept often rings true for anyone who has experienced love. You carry the good & bad into the next relationship; while being mindful to not repeat the same mistakes. However, there's a piece of you that questions, "can I love the same?" from that first love. For Bowtender, he's lost it all due to his own faults, and is set on correcting his wrongs.
    Also discussed, relationship with daughter, not being home enough for family, viewing money as end all be all, and talking to a therapist.

    50 min
  • Sad Boy Radio CIX: It Was Fun While It Lasted? (W/ Kayo)

    Sad Boys For Real! Chicago rapper, Kayo, slides to the studio & discusses the moments that helped him create his debut album, "It Was fun While It Lasted." Kayo uses this album to journal not only the highs in life, but the lows as well. From having a video shot by Cole Bennett, to his volatile battle with depression, losing the girl of his dreams, and having business ruin close family relationships.

    Kayo says in his song, "No Way Home," "eyes red, don't want be dead no more/ I mean I might, I just can't say it no more / maybe it's attention seeking, why I think that leaving from this earth get me a boost of streams or something more conducive even?" Kayo wears his heart on his sleeve in not only the song, but this interview. Discussing the turmoil he faced within & reflecting on the experiences that made him feel self-hatred.
    Often, we look back on the moments that shaped us for better or for worse. The moments that put us in a depressive episode & those that made us feel euphoric... We look back & say, "it was fun while it lasted..."
    Also discussed, relationship with Cole Bennett, people's expectations not being met, taking criticism, changing your perspective.

    1 hr 8 min

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