PHEW this one is unpacking some deep shit - but also it really only feels like deep shit because its old?? like, its under so many layers, we haven't had to look at this in a long time?? but also how funny that everything starts to rotate around these things we won't look at? something about burying things deep, bringing them closer to the center of gravity. to you.

there's more pressure down there. let yourself breathe. let yourself go.