It's always the "whys" with me. Why not me? Why I'm always the last to know everything? Why am I being treated this way? Why do I feel like I don't matter in my family unless it's a need? Why am I invisible to them? Why is their pattern so repetitious? Once I stopped asking the why's and learned how to accept things for what they are, I have a better understanding overall. It's not me! That's not my battle. I cannot control how people treat me, but i can control how I allow it to consume me by protecting my peace. I don't want to be a part of the confusing and Chaos anymore. Because we are family, doesn't give you the right to make me feel unloved & unwanted.  

Take a listen to my story and get a better understanding of why I'm in this place of space I'm in in this chapter of my life. Hey, I LOVE MY FAMILY, BUT I DON'T LIKE MY FAMILY. I'm sure we all can relate. 

Take a listen and enjoy!