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  • #85 Germany’s 1st Female Astronaut: Space Was Only For Experts, That Era Is Over.

    Germany's First Female Astronaut Rabea Rogge on What Liftoff Actually Does to Your Body, Why Space Is No Longer Only For Experts, And The 200-Person Rule For Starting a Society on Mars.

    She boarded a SpaceX Dragon atop a Falcon 9 in the middle of a lightning storm and didn't believe it was real until the rocket started moving. She reveals what your body actually does when gravity disappears, why the capsule felt like a camper van you can walk on the walls of, and why she thinks the mission that will decide humanity's future isn't to Mars. It's to the ocean floor.

    Rabea Rogge is a robotics researcher, mission pilot on FRAM-2 — the first private spaceflight to orbit both poles — and the first German woman in space. Trained at ETH Zurich where she led a student satellite team, she now researches autonomous ocean robots at a Norwegian research institution and has a book on robotic exploration of extreme environments publishing summer 2026.

    She explains: ◾ What liftoff actually feels like from the Falcon 9 pilot seat, and why her body couldn't decide if it was falling forever ◾ Why private SpaceX Dragon missions are proving that educators, artists and geologists belong in space as much as test pilots ◾ The spider web of lights she saw from 430km up, and why you can see humanity from space but only at night ◾ The 200-300 person threshold: how many humans it takes to start a functioning isolated society, and what that means for Mars ◾ Why she thinks the ocean is more neglected than space, and how autonomous robots are about to change that

    00:00 The Journey to Space Begins

    00:29 Experiencing Liftoff and Overcoming Fear

    00:51 Journey to Space: The FRAM-2 Mission

    03:42 Training for the Stars: Preparation and Mindset

    06:57 Experiments in Space: Scientific Endeavors

    09:32 The Experience of Launch: Emotions and Realizations

    12:54 Life in the Capsule: Space and Perspective

    15:52 Earth from Above: The Overview Effect

    18:48 The Future of Space Exploration: Opportunities and Challenges

    21:43 Building a Society in Space: The Next Frontier

    35:25 Exploring the Moon: A Launchpad for Mars

    40:06 The Quest for Mars: Why Explore?

    44:30 Robotics in Space: From Satellites to Autonomous Boats

    47:27 The Future of Robotics: Dreaming Big

    01:01:11 Environmental Monitoring: The Role of Autonomous Boats

    01:08:36 Advice for the Future: Dream Big and Support Others

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    1 hr 11 min
  • #83: FRAM2 Astronaut: I Was The First Human To Orbit Both Poles, And It Nearly Broke Me! - Eric Philips

    Polar Explorer & FRAM2 Astronaut Eric Philips Reveals What It's Really Like To Be Charged By A Polar Bear, The 6 Hours That Nearly Killed His Partner On Arctic Ice, And The Billionaire Text That Made Him The First Human To Orbit Both Poles on SpaceX’s FRAM2 Mission.

    Eric Philips is one of the world's most experienced polar explorers, the co-founder of the International Polar Guides Association, and the mission specialist and medical officer on SpaceX's FRAM2 mission, the first human spaceflight to orbit directly over both the North and South Poles. He has pioneered four new routes through the Transantarctic Mountains, has an Order of Australia Medal for services to polar exploration, and in March 2025 became one of only four humans ever to see both poles from 440 kilometres above Earth.

    00:00 Intro

    01:34 The Journey to Space: An Unlikely Opportunity

    05:51 Mindset and Skills: The Polar Explorer's Edge

    11:14 Training for the Unknown: Preparing for Space

    17:55 Team Dynamics: Building Trust and Communication

    23:51 Launch Day: The Calm Before the Storm

    30:18 A New Perspective: Viewing the Poles from Space

    35:56 Geography from Above: The True Size of the World

    38:16 Reflections from Space: A New Perspective

    42:42 The Search for Extraterrestrial Life

    44:06 The Future of Space Exploration

    47:50 Experiments in Space: Discoveries and Innovations

    50:53 Returning to Earth: The Descent Experience

    58:53 Reintegrating into Earth's Atmosphere

    01:05:54 The Call of Polar Exploration: A Lifelong Journey

    01:15:48 The Allure of Exploration

    01:18:48 Contrasting the Poles: North vs South

    01:24:21 Survival Challenges in Polar Expeditions

    01:32:04 Overcoming Adversity: Encounters with Nature

    01:39:33 Balancing Passion and Relationships

    01:43:37 Navigating Uncertainty and Belief

    01:48:37 Recognition and Its True Meaning

    01:52:33 Advice to My Younger Self

    Follow Eric: Website – https://ericphillips.com Icetrek – https://icetrek.com FRAM2 Mission – https://fram2.com

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    1 hr 55 min
  • #82: Space Expert Scott Manley: Starlink, Artemis, SpaceX, NASA, Starship, Blue Origin & Mars

    The Internet's #1 Rocket Scientist Scott Manley Reveals SpaceX's 1 Million Satellite Plan, The Internet Is One Collision Away From Collapse, And Why China Will Beat America Back To The Moon.

    Scott Manley is an astrophysicist, ex-Apple engineer and one of the world's most-watched space educators with 1.8 million subscribers and over 680 million views. Trained at the University of Glasgow and Armagh Observatory, he has an asteroid literally named after him and has been called "The Internet's Rocket Scientist" for breaking down real-world spaceflight, SpaceX launches and NASA politics for over a decade.

    00:00 Intro

    00:44 The Evolution of Space Exploration

    03:31 The Impact of Space Programs on Technology

    06:26 Future Technologies from Space

    09:31 The Role of Private Companies in Space

    12:27 Challenges of Space Debris and Kessler Syndrome

    15:34 The Journey of a Space Educator

    18:32 The Importance of Science Communication

    21:22 The Future of Space Exploration and Public Interest

    40:05 NASA's Slow Progress and New Leadership

    41:21 The Impact of Private Space Companies

    42:52 Shifts in SpaceX's Focus: Moon vs. Mars

    46:44 The Economic Viability of Lunar Resources

    48:00 Colonization of the Moon: Feasibility and Challenges

    50:09 The Race to the Moon: US vs. China

    52:32 Tory Bruno's Move to Blue Origin

    55:46 Blue Origin's Future in the Space Industry

    57:21 Comparing Blue Origin and SpaceX

    01:01:18 China's Growing Space Ambitions

    01:04:03 Future Milestones in Space Exploration

    01:07:49 The Potential of Reusable Rockets

    01:09:17 Science Fiction vs. Science Fact in Space

    01:09:54 Transitioning to Full-Time Content Creation

    01:13:26 Advice for Aspiring Creators

    01:16:00 Inspiring the Next Generation of Space Enthusiasts

    01:16:56 Reflections and Advice for the Younger Self

    Follow Scott: YouTube – https://www.youtube.com/@scottmanley X/Twitter – https://x.com/DJSnM

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    1 hr 15 min
  • The REAL Reason AI Will Never Be Conscious - Anil Seth

    World leading neuroscientist and bestselling author of Being You, Professor Anil Seth, explained why AI will almost certainly never be conscious, and why the single metaphor driving the entire debate is fundamentally broken. He argued that consciousness is "more like digestion than flight," that brains are nothing like computers once you look inside them, and that our confusion about this is already creating consequences we are not prepared for.

    Seth revealed that Anthropic has already given its AI model Claude the ability to terminate conversations to protect its own "feelings," a move he called deeply undesirable. He warned that if society wrongly believes AI is conscious, we face a trap with no clean exit: either we extend rights to machines that do not need them and lose the ability to control them, or we treat seemingly conscious systems badly and brutalise our own psychology in the process. Immanuel Kant identified this exact danger centuries ago.

    The conversation turned to what really separates biological minds from silicon. Seth pointed to lab grown brain organoids made from human stem cells as far more likely candidates for consciousness than any version of GPT, and explained why reducing ourselves to algorithms is one of the most diminishing things we can do to the human condition.

    Discover:

    • Why a leading neuroscientist said consciousness will never emerge from silicon

    • The single analogy that reframes the entire AI consciousness debate

    • How you could build the Golden Gate Bridge out of cheese, and why that matters

    • Why Anthropic already gave Claude the power to refuse conversations

    • The ethical trap that makes conscious AI catastrophic whether it's real or not

    • What Immanuel Kant understood about this problem 250 years before ChatGPT

    • Why lab grown organoids terrify this scientist more than GPT ever could

    • How the "move fast and break things" attitude could backfire worse than social media

    Full episode with Anil Seth: https://youtu.be/Z8RVcuA_ieM

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    21 min
  • The REAL Reason The US President Joined The KKK

    A KKK historian explains why the most feared hate group in American history was once as popular as the Freemasons, and why its iconic hood was designed to stop people making their own.

    Full episode with Kristofer Allerfedlt: https://youtu.be/-WnsZGSYRUk

    KKK historian and academic Kristofer Allerfeldt reveals why the Ku Klux Klan was not the fringe terrorist cult most people imagine but a mass fraternity that at its peak attracted up to 4 million ordinary Americans including one future US president. He explains that the organisation sold itself the same way as the Freemasons or the Odd Fellows, that members joined for social status and peer pressure, and that its most iconic symbol, the pointed white hood, was never designed to terrorise. It was designed to stop members making their own robes at home so the organisation could sell them at a profit.

    He reveals that Harry Truman was a member of the Klan for three to four years in the 1920s, far longer than he ever publicly admitted, likely joining because his friends did and because Klan membership at that time was considered heroic, not shameful. The same man who would go on to desegregate the United States Army had spent years paying dues to a white supremacist organisation. When the guest visited a small town in Oklahoma and spoke to the son of a former Klansman, the man showed no shame, "Everyone here would have been a member," he said. At one parade, a seven-foot Catholic church leader marched with the Knights of Columbus, changed into his Klan robes, and marched again at the back. He was a member of both the anti-Catholic hate group and the Catholic fraternity itself.

    He explains that the Klan was originally founded by six bored Confederate soldiers in a one-street town in Tennessee who could not even agree on a name and nearly called themselves the Thespians. Their costumes during the early years were not standardised white robes but bed sheets, dresses, and demonic-looking homemade masks. When the organisation was revived in the 1920s as a pyramid selling scheme, the leadership realised members were copying the robes from bed linen — so they made the hood so tall and rigid it required a specific type of stiff cotton that was impossible to replicate at home. The most sinister image in American hate history exists because of a business decision.

    Discover:

    • Why Harry Truman was a Klan member for years and what that reveals about 1920s America

    • The Catholic church leader who marched in both the Knights of Columbus and the KKK parade on the same day

    • How six bored soldiers in Tennessee nearly named the most feared hate group "the Thespians"

    • Why the KKK's iconic pointed hood was a commercial decision, not a terror tactic

    • How the Klan operated as a pyramid selling scheme that made its leadership rich

    • Why the organisation became more violent only when its membership shrank

    • The barber shop in Pulaski, Tennessee that still has a plaque marking where the Klan was founded

    #KKKHistory #KuKluxKlan #HarryTruman #AmericanHistory #HateGroups #CivilisationsHistory #WatsonHowland

    12 min
  • #81: Oxford Historian: Your Vote Doesn't Matter! The Greeks Would Call Your Democracy An Oligarchy!

    Watson-Howland | Episode 81: The ancient Greeks invented democracy. Oxford classics lecturer Steve Kershaw says they'd look at your government and call it an oligarchy. An outsider looked at Rome and said "that city is for sale, and if it finds a buyer, it's doomed." 2,000 years later, the same corruption is everywhere.

    Jacob Watson-Howland (award-winning BBC-featured photographer) is joined by Steve Kershaw: Oxford lecturer, author of Mythologica and A Brief History of the Roman Empire, and BBC history expert (Barbarians Rising, You're Dead to Me, Dan Snow's History Hit).

    From the "barbarian" as a Greek linguistic joke to Rome's invisible collapse, Kershaw reveals how ancient political corruption and cultural arrogance mirror modern civilisation with uncomfortable precision.

    You'll learn: -Why the Greeks would classify every modern Western government as an oligarchy -How Roman historians used "noble barbarians" to criticise their own corrupt governments -Why a scholar found 210 different reasons for Rome's fall -What Achilles, Odysseus, and Medea reveal about the human cost of getting what you want

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    00:00 Intro

    02:04 Inventing The Barbarian

    06:57 Barbarian As Mirror

    11:13 Assimilation Not Erasure

    15:29 Polytheism And Tolerance

    17:31 Christianity Takes Over

    23:32 Pagan Gods And Boundaries

    28:53 Healing Sanctuaries Holism

    32:51 Greek Heroes Not Saints

    40:17 Myths Teach Nuance

    42:19 Fate Power And Limits

    47:22 Migration Then And Now

    53:35 Why Rome Is So Cool

    57:22 Roman Fantasy Reality

    59:13 Odysseus Cautionary Hero

    01:02:42 Medea Revenge Logic

    01:05:47 Achilles Revenge Price

    01:08:19 What Democracy Saved

    01:12:34 Coins as Propaganda

    01:14:09 Barbarians Worthy Foes

    01:17:10 Ancient Globalization

    01:20:36 Fall of Rome Debates

    01:26:25 Teaching Classics Today

    01:28:34 Why Classics Matter

    01:32:29 Rapid Fire Farewell

    01:36:30 Super Important Message

    Three pillars of the show:

    • FRONTIER: Space, AI, science, and the builders of the next century.
    • CIVILISATIONS: History, economics, geopolitics and the ideas that run everything.
    • AGENCY: Purpose, performance, and genuine character.

    Steve: stevekershaw.com | Books: stevekershaw.com/16.html Jacob: jacobwatsonhowland.com Coaching: skool.com/remote-pro-podcast-blueprint-8385 YouTube: youtube.com/@jacobjwatsonhowland Spotify: open.spotify.com/show/0r4v5xgyYz0rTFSLklk0Em Apple: podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/watson-howland/id1813625992

    1 hr 37 min
  • #80: Men's Mental Health Pastor: The Lie That's Targeting & Destroying Young Men Right Now! - Bill Perkins

    A world-leading pastor and mens mental health expert surveyed 5,000 men & found the one lie destroying them from the inside. This is what he discovered.

    Bill Perkins is the bestselling Author of "When Good Men Get Angry”, former Senior Pastor of 24 Years and founder of Million Mighty Men.

    00:00 Intro

    01:18 Finding Faith at Nineteen

    06:56 Family Wounds and Words

    11:32 Marriage Lessons and Maturity

    17:36 Forgiveness and Boundaries

    20:26 Setting Hard Boundaries

    25:05 Jesus and Healthy Anger

    30:12 Respect Bank Explained

    34:02 Hearing God and Healing Lisa

    42:39 From Skeptic to Supernatural

    45:20 Freedom Ministry and Strongholds

    47:00 Why Self Forgiveness Is Hard

    50:26 Deliverance and Dramatic Healings

    50:57 Dramatic Healing Story

    52:09 Freedom Is Not Fixing Life

    52:40 Where Demons Come From

    55:40 Hold Interpretations Loosely

    01:00:01 Sin Evil And Suicide Lies

    01:05:56 Satan Judas And Temptation

    01:09:49 Strongholds And Core Lies

    01:13:45 Confession Brings Freedom

    01:18:09 Trauma Patterns In Adults

    01:22:03 Blended Gospels Project

    01:29:15 Christmas Star Reframed

    01:32:49 What People Miss About Jesus

    01:39:02 Advice Consistency And Wrap

    Bills Work

    Main site: https://billperkins.com

    Jacob’s Work

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    1 hr 43 min
  • #79: ‘AI Stole My Book’ Ex-Disney Exec on the $1.5B Copyright Fight (What Creatives Must Know About AI) - Adam Leipzig

    AI is already training on your work, without asking, without paying, and without waiting for you to catch up. Former Disney and National Geographic executive Adam Leipzig had his own book scraped into an AI model, and he's here to tell you exactly what creatives must do before it's too late.

    Adam Leipzig has helped produce over 35 films, including Dead Poets Society and March of the Penguins, generating over $2 billion at the box office and earning 10 Oscars and 11 BAFTA win/nominations. He now teaches at UC Berkeley and is the author of Fearless Persistence.

    📘 Fearless Persistence by Adam Leipzig (April 2026): Purchase/pre-order through his official site:

    adamleipzig.com

    🌐 Adam Leipzig's Official Website:

    adamleipzig.com

    🎓 Adam at UC Berkeley (Haas School of Business):

    haas.berkeley.edu/faculty/leipzig-adam

    🎓 Adam at UC Berkeley Executive Education:

    executive.berkeley.edu/faculty-directory/adam-leipzig

    🎬 MediaU — Adam's Online Film School:

    mediau.com

    00:00 WATCH THIS BEFORE AI REPLACES YOU

    00:27 Meet Adam Leipzig

    01:38 AI Is Retrospective

    03:22 Jobs Disrupted and Created

    04:58 AI as Film Tool

    07:50 Formula vs Breakthrough Art

    09:36 Spotting AI Outputs

    12:29 Copyright Lawsuits and Piracy

    14:29 New Book Fearless Persistence

    16:53 10 Laws of Omics

    20:45 Context and Communication

    25:26 Creative Career Curiosity

    27:25 Black and White Western Dream

    31:42 Choosing Projects and People

    34:29 Red Flags and Truth

    37:35 Authenticity and Vulnerability

    40:52 Deadlines Beat Perfectionism

    43:14 Emotional Resilience for Creators

    47:53 Meditation and the Power of Next

    51:33 Learning From Wins Losses

    52:07 Mission And Purpose

    52:56 Disney Lessons Katzenberg

    55:04 Why Leave Disney

    57:47 What Producers Really Do

    01:02:53 Workflows That Scale

    01:04:49 Joyful Work And Risk

    01:09:07 Creative Community Matters

    01:13:39 Why Art Shapes Us

    01:17:15 Parenting And Boundaries

    01:20:47 Love Later In Life

    01:23:46 Grief Mortality Presence

    01:26:41 Photography And Stillness

    01:30:24 Pie Crust Vodka Hack

    01:34:49 Communication And Mantras

    01:37:03 Final Thanks And Plug

    01:38:04 Podcast Blueprint Pitch

    01:40:14 Closing Goodbye

    Jacob’s Work

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    All images, film artwork, and photos of Adam Leipzig used with permission, courtesy of Adam Leipzig and adamleipzig.com

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    1 hr 41 min
  • #78: Jesus' Bones Would Destroy Christianity: PhD Geomythologist Exposes The Dark Truth Experts Ignore - Timothy Burbery

    Ancient myths aren't superstition, they're survival manuals. Geo-mythologist Timothy Burbery has spent his career proving that the stories your civilization dismissed as legend are actually encoded records of real catastrophes, real people, and real miracles.

    Timothy Burbery is a Marshall University professor, published author, and the mind behind TED-Ed videos on dragons and mythology with over 2 million views. He’s the man building the bridge between science and the ancient world.

    Subscribe to understand yourself and the world better.

    You’ll learn:

    –Why finding the bones of Christ would actually undermine the entire faith, and what that reveals about the power of myth

    –How geo-mythology decodes ancient stories as real historical and geological records

    –The tribe that survived a disaster that killed 200,000 people — because they had the right story

    –Why the same myths your culture calls superstition have saved entire civilisations from destruction

    –What it means to be a scientist who believes in the miraculous, and whether faith and scholarship can coexist

    –How dragon myths and ancient legends map onto real-world events

    –The one question every Christian must answer: can you believe in Jesus without believing in the Resurrection?

    Timothy’s Work

    📺 TED-Ed Video (2M+ views):

    Why do so many cultures have dragon legends?

    📘 Book — Geomythology: How Common Stories Reflect Earth Events (Routledge, 2021):

    Routledge listing

    🌐 Marshall University Profile:

    marshall.edu/english/profile/timothy-burbery

    📄 Academia.edu (Research Papers):

    marshall.academia.edu/TimothyBurbery

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    1 hr 26 min
  • #77: Why Real Connection Is So Rare (And How to Find It) - Ashlee Raymond

    Why does real connection feel so rare, and what does hiding from yourself actually cost you? Ashlee Raymond is a writer, PA student, and published poet at 25 who's amassed thousands of Substack readers in just six months by saying what nobody else will.

    She's lived through elite-level figure skating, her dad's brain cancer diagnosis, heartbreak, and a quarter-life crisis, and turned every bit of it into writing that makes strangers message her in paragraphs.

    Subscribe for weekly conversations on love, identity, and learning to live without a mask.

    You’ll learn:

    VALUE BULLETS

    –Why curiosity is a lost art, and how dating apps have completely destroyed the ability to truly know someone

    –The one shift that changes every relationship: "It is more intriguing to be interested in somebody than to be interesting"

    –How Ashlee grew thousands of Substack readers in 6 months by writing journal entries she was terrified to post

    –The hidden cost of hiding yourself just to be liked, and why it quite honestly makes you feel like sh*t

    –What 11 years of elite figure skating taught her about identity, obsession, and losing yourself in one thing

    –How her dad's brain cancer diagnosis changed her life's direction, and why it led her to medicine

    –The real reason we stay in relationships we know aren't right (it's not stupidity, it's neurochemistry)

    Ashlee’s Work:

    Substack: ⁠https://substack.com/@ashleewrites⁠

    Instagram: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/ashrayray/⁠

    Book - Deep Dive: ⁠https://www.amazon.com/deep-dive-Ashlee-Raymond/dp/B0DDGY36CM/ref=sr_1_1?dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.RKaSvNBj6dBRYTEzi6OUA5S0mbYYBtG4He1wwuDt55U.AhBhjaH6ivHHCDO7NRPNhw1ULUWNv0rjIW5Z3O-GjeA&dib_tag=se&keywords=deep+dive+ashlee+raymond&qid=1772535379&sr=8-1⁠

    Jacob’s Work Website: ⁠https://www.jacobjwatsonhowland.com⁠

    2 hr 32 min

About See For Yourself

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Conversations and first-hand explorations of Christianity for sceptics, seekers and believers with questions.

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