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Today we will read the beautiful story of Jesus washing His disciple’s feet in John 13 starting in verse 3. “Jesus knew that the Father had given everything into His hands, that He had come from God, and that He was going back to God. So He got up from the supper, laid aside His robe, took a towel, and tied it around Himself. Next, He poured water into a basin and began to wash His disciples’ feet and to dry them with the towel tied around Him.”
The One of God, going back to God, does the work of the servant - cleaning the feet of His disciples. Of course we all know how filthy feet can get in sandals on a dusty road in an agrarian world without indoor plumbing. But that’s beside the point. Jesus has more on His mind than feet. Peter refuses. But so important is this act that He tells Peter, “If I don’t wash your feet, you have no part of me.” So Peter does Peter. “Then wash everything!” But Jesus doesn’t need to. Peter is “clean”. Only his feet remain. Jesus knows they’re confused and says, “You’ll understand afterward”. Perhaps we will never in all eternity truly grasp His act. But we can marvel in the meantime.
The disciples, with the exception of Judas per the story (and even he got a foot washing), were already clean. But their feet required maintenance. The feet are the only part of body to make contact with the ground regularly. It’s understandable they’d get dirty. And it seems obvious that the “dirtiness” is more than dirt. Judas was unclean because he was about to betray Jesus. He didn’t truly belong. His case was terminal. He was destined for destruction. But the disciples were clean because of Jesus. Well mostly clean anyway.
You too, in Jesus, are clean. And yet, there’s parts of you that regularly make contact with the dirt. And you find yourself yet again in need of cleaning. Not the whole of you, just a part. Incredibly, you are not responsible for cleaning your own mess. Confused? Jesus makes it clear, if He doesn’t do it, then you have no part with Him. You are not the one to clean yourself. You have one job. And that is to sit there quietly, humbly, and allow the Son of the Universe to serve you yet again in all His beauty. To wash off that bit of extra grime yet again. And just be ready. You’ll need the same treatment again soon enough. He always stands ready.
There are only so many ways to get dirty feet. You’re limited. You’re not unique. All of us in Jesus need to return to Him again and again for this washing. It seems His pleasure to do so. And without it we have no part in Him. So don’t hesitate.
There is another story this reminds me of. It’s recorded in all four gospels. Mary cares deeply for Jesus’ feet. She cries and wets them with her tears. She pours expensive perfume on them, and wipes them with her hair. She even kisses them.
Clearly Jesus was in no need of moral cleaning. This is different. She was the one cleaned by Him. She was the “sinful woman” afteral. She was so moved, and so in tune with Jesus that she prophetically prepared Him for His work. In response to what He had already cleaned in her, she used what was at her disposal to worship. She had tears, perfume, and hair. She had kisses. And in response to Jesus, she poured them out on His feet, and He received it.
You do not impress Jesus with your goodness. It’s never been that way. You cooperate with Jesus when you allow Him to do what He wants - and that is to clean you, repeatedly. And in response, you too, like Mary, can use whatever is at your disposal to pour out worship on His beautiful feet.
God I’m moved just thinking about You. How wonderful You are. Again and again I’m brought back to You. I need You. Wash my feet. Receive my tears. I love You!