Grief cracked open a conversation I never meant to have with God.
In this episode, I talk about how loss shaped my spirituality, my resistance to faith, and the complicated relationship I’ve had with TMH, religion, and survival.
This isn’t about belief — it’s about loss, memory, and what happens when the spirit reaches for something bigger after too much pain. Raw. Honest. Unresolved.

Grief cracked open a conversation I never meant to have with God. In this episode, I talk about how loss shaped my spirituality, my resistance to faith, and the complicated relationship I’ve had with TMH, religion, and survival. This isn’t about belief — it’s about loss, memory, and what happens when the spirit reaches for something bigger after too much pain. Raw. Honest. Unresolved.

Seen So much I Started Dealing with Christ

This is where I say what I’ve been holding in.


Things I Shouldn’t Say is a raw, journal-style podcast. No script. No structure. Just the thoughts I’ve been keeping to myself—about grief, detachment, guilt, emotional burnout, survival mode, dreams, and everything in between.

I’m not here to be inspiring. I’m not here to teach.
I’m just talking. Out loud. Finally.

If you’ve ever swallowed your truth to keep people close, this is for you.

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This is where I say what I’ve been holding in. Things I Shouldn’t Say is a raw, journal-style podcast. No script. No structure. Just the thoughts I’ve been keeping to myself—about grief, detachment, guilt, emotional burnout, survival mode, dreams, and everything in between. I’m not here to be inspiring. I’m not here to teach. I’m just talking. Out loud. Finally. If you’ve ever swallowed your truth to keep people close, this is for you.

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