Divine forced timeout, I'm on a journey healing my sexual orgasmic self; my thoughts, feelings and sensations around men. I had a no touch experience with another and an erotic touch class where all my body and I asked for was to have my hair brushed by a man. I listened to my body not wanting sexual touch nor give sexual touch- felt good to listen to my heart when possibly my sexual being desired for more. Perhaps this is a gentle union within me: my firey sexual almost insatiable being meeting my gentle heart. I recommend Dodson book Sex For One.