So I keep comparing myself to other and honestly it just made me feel trash about myself bcz I'd always question what that other person had that I didn't which made someone I liked fall for them. And it became a habit bcz of certain things that happened in the past, so I could constantly scrutinize myself and evaluate my selfworth on who wanted to be with me. This episode is about me dealing with it but that part is just towards the end bcz I kinda started storytelling 😶