With my b'day coming up I got kinda depressed cuz I'm nowhere close to who I envisioned I would be this time last year. And it kinda started taking a toll on me cuz I was comparing myself with my classmates as well, so I'm trying to turn it into something positive instead :)

After having a fight with my mom and feeling like I'm an angry person. I took a hot shower (scandalous ik) and tried to think out loud in this episode, bcz I haven't been feeling like myself lately and I've been feeling kinda down without having a sound reason to make it make sense.

So I noticed people were still listening to my podcast even though I havent uploaded anything in AGES, and ngl I got shocked but in a good way. Sooooo this is essential me trying to reclaim my podcast.

Watched 83 and got reminded about why I started working in the first place

Reflections on lost memories and how feelings of impending doom are temporary. Ps. I was gonna post this on 10th after posting the one I was supposed to post on 6th on 10th but I forgot to publish it😭

It's been 3days since my last year of school startes and I'm already exhausted

Woke up today and got the news that my grandma passed away last night. Im not ok

So I went to a dance workshop today and it low key changes me. I realized how I don't let myself make mistakes and how I strive for perfection which just ends up making me underconfident. Today was easily the highlight of my month and I hope to keep creating art throughout my life.

So after giving a really bad econ exam and having a breakdown in the washroom. I made resolutions to stick to a consistent schedule and make studying a habit and this time I'll do it. Bcz I don't want to cry in the washroom bcz of another bad exam.

Gonna delete this later (prolly not). I had to whisper for this one which will be torture for your ears (or not 😏😏) bcz I CANNOT whisper. Skip this one out or have your ears tickled